Secret Admirer [completed]

LETTER

letter-

" Dear Joy , Mom is sorry , truly sorry for what she is going to do with herself ,you are a great daughter i can ever desire for , and you always be i'm sure of that , I'm not as strong as you and your grandma, I can never give you anything in your life , i'm not the best mother in this world , but i love you Baby Girl ,i'm sorry i can not afford your college fees, I loved your dad , i still do love him which is making it even harder for me to stay strong , after he left all of us with divorce papers i shattered completely , i know i'm doing similar mistake as your dad but please forgive me . I'm not strong enough , you are 16 you still have a beautiful life ahead so don't be a coward like me . NEVER.
Be strong , you have to take care of yourself and your grandma , and baby girl don't worry i'll be at a peaceful place with no suffocation, i'll be happy only if you will be strong and happy , don't be a coward like me , I wish u have a brightest future waiting for you.
Keep smiling , and eat alot because you always forget to eat .
I Wish you will be my daughter in the next life too.

LOTS OF LOVE
TO MY FOREVER AND
EVER BABY GIRL.
YOUR MOM. ❤️

This was the last thing my mom left for me apart from my grandma .
I keep reading this everyday , to remind myself to be strong in every situation.

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so this was first part , i hope you like it , it will be my honor if u guys drop some comments too , this chapter was short cuz i need some feedback in order to continue.
THANK YOU 🙏