CHAPTER 46: I KNOW YOU LOVED HER

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Xyra PoV

I know Jammie has a hidden secret in me, and every corner of her life I know. And even the secrets I know.

I am the biggest star in the television that's why I see the true emotion and the fake one.

Kahit na kami na, feeling ko isa lang tong laro. I love him very much but I can't feel his love on me.

Dahil kung alam niyo kung ano ang ginagawa ko ngayon matatawa na Lang kayo.

Diba nga nagkita daw yung Ex ni Crystaline and Crystaline? And there sumisilip si Tryance and the crazy Dhiane, while Jammie seeing the four and me seeing all of them.

Kaya eto parang nawawala na naman siya sa sarili niya. Bigla Bigla nalang siyang tumalikod at pumuntang garden. Ito na ang time to ask him what is happening.

"Jam, loves. I know you loved her" sabi ko sa kaniya

"Loves, what are you saying?" Takang Tanong niya sa akin. Do niya Siguro aakalain na yun Ang sasabihin ko sa kaniya.

"Dont deny it. I can feel it, loves" sabi ko sa kaniya at humakbang papalapit sa kaniya. I'm always calm and I am master in hiding emotion.

"Xyra? What are you saying?" Tanong niya ulit sa akin na para bang natatakot.

"I'm saying about our relationship. Jammie I know you loved someone woman, I'm not saying that you didn't love me, but the fact is, you tried to love me but you can't betray what you felt Jammie" sabi ko sa kaniya.

"Why are you saying that words?" Tanong niya sa akin.

"I'm saying this for the two of us. And I know your secrets from your emotions" sabi ko sa kaniya.

"Now, can you answer my question properly? Do you love Crystaline? Do you love your bestfriend?" Tanong ko sa kaniya. I know the answer already.

"How can you ask me in that way?" Tanong niya ulit sa akin

"I can ask you this way to our relationship. I know the thruth and the thruth is you love your bestfriend but your bestfriend gives only a love for a friend and not to be yours forever. That's why you decided to Forget everything and tried to move on. But you fail, because in trying move on that makes everything complicated" sabi ko sa kaniya at napanganga siya.

"Dont worry to my feelings. I know to handle it, but Jammie I only advice you to not betray what your heart saying. Follow your heart don't afraid what is the result. And I'm here in your side, cheering for your success" I said in calm voice

"Sorry, please forgive me. Yes, I tried to love you but I can't, I only try" sabi niya na may luha pa

"I understand it Jammie, I'm here. Maybe I can help you in your feelings" sabi ko sa kaniya

"You don't have to do that, Xyra. Forgive me in everything" sabi niya sa akin while he is crying.

"Wag mong pigilan Ang puso mong magmahal, nandito lang ako sa Tabi mo kahit masakit na" pilit Kong sabihin ng tagalog.

And this scene broke me. I want my love one to be happy that's why I betray my feeling.

Kung Saan siya masaya dun din ako masaya. This is the rule of the love. Sacrificing your love is the most important. Maybe I am not the one for him but I am be his shoulder to cry on.

I am happy in this situation. I've sacrifice my feeling.
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A/N: in sure di ko kayo napaiyak. I admit naman na kasi na I'm not perfect in writing.

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