Falling apart

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Grace's POV

I get home around 1 in the morning. I'm not fully sober, but Im not drunk. The cab driver was nice and just ask for the directions and nothing more. Which was good cause I don't feel like talking

Why is this happening to me? I was so in love with Chester. And Hannah is my best friend. Wait a minute, "was" no I am in love with Chester. I'm in love with Chester. That's was it. But I'm not should anymore.

When Chester took me on that date to the beach, all I could think about was Hannah. I only person I care about was Hannah. I only felt like I had to be there. But I can't think like this. I told myself that I was going to love Chester and not deal with this.

I get home around 1;30. I pay the can driver some money. And go in my home. Aw home.

But, when I walked in its wasn't going to be the same.

I walked in and as soon as I turn my back, Chester mash his lips into my mine. What is he doing? Why is he acting like this? It's actually kind of annoying. I push him off.

"What the hell Chester?"

"Grace did you feel something?"

"What?" I'm confused by his question.

"Did. You. Feel. Something."

I stare at Chester. His face just read saddest and irritation. I knew it. I knew he wouldn't be understanding. I knew he wouldn't give me time to think.

"Chester." I say but Im interrupted.

"No Grace! I want an answer." He yells at me. I hate yelling.

"No." I mumble under my breath. But he could hear me.

"Grace just tell me what I'm doing wrong and we can fix it."

"You're not doing a thing wrong. I'm the one ruining everything."

"Then till me what's wrong Grace!"

How? How am I suppose to say don't love you anymore, I'm in love with Hannah. That really just rolls off the togue.

"I can't Chester." I say quietly.

"Grace I'm can't handle you not telling me. I'm your boyfriend for Gosh sake. Tell me!" His yells are getting louder and louder. I can't a handle this any more.

"You think I like not telling you? Chester I physically can't."

"That don't make any scenes Grace." Chester said pushing his hands down. He's more annoyed now. I knew this was all to hard for him. I just thought he would be stronger. I thought that our relationship would be forever. But even then I knew it wouldn't.

"Look Chester I'm fine."

"No you're not Grace. And I'm not fine with it!" Chester is so angry.

"Chester I'm just trying to figure it all out." I tell him. I'm trying to work this out for the both of us. I'm trying to make this work. Why don't he understand?

"Grace." He says but stops he sentence cause of his frustration.

"Grace then if you are going to figure it all out. Without my help then maybe I should go."

My heart falls. "What? No." I say but Chester is walking toward the door. I run to stop the door. "Chester please don't leave!"

He stops the door but its still opened a little bit. "Then tell me what's bothering you Grace!" He screamed. But I couldn't. Because I new what I was going to say was going to break his heart even more. Not having your girlfriend tell you the truth is one thing. but having your girlfriend maybe having a crush on her best friend. Thats something else. I just look down without saying a word.

"That's what I thought." Chester said as he leaves and slams the door.

My heart aches. I feel the tears form in my eyes. I fall to the ground and start sobbing. I did everything I thought I had to do. I stayed away from her. I didn't call her. I spent every waking minute with Chester. I did everything. Yet here I am sobbing on the floor. With no Chester and no Hannah.

Hannah

I need Hannah.

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Ok I know this chapter is a lot of things. Lame? Yes. Short? Yes. Kind of big? Yes. Ok and before all the Chester fans go crazy. One, its a story, two I don't have anything against Chester. He's cool dude. Next weeks Chapter will be longer. I'm on like a weekend thing and I wanted to give you peeps a something. Hope you enjoyed! Votes and comments are cool! Peeps if you ever wanna talk just Dm or whatever. Always looking for friends to fangirl with ;) Anyways write to you all later!

:)Sami(:

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