A WARRIOR|SAN

Chapter 1

[Y/N's POV]
The last day of work, I lock up the restaurant and head out. The sun is setting, another page slowly turning in my book ;another end to another chapter. Thought, my book is boring at the moment, the words drag on the page, making the reader sigh. Leaving Seoul may have been a good option, but did it ever make me happy?

I walk through the streets tuning out every sound that fills the city, the memories of San come into my head, we still text each other very often and long for each other. But he has become busy now with the preperation for his tour. Though I get free tickets to see him, I'm not excited. Rather, worried. I see in photos how he has changed, his image has developed. I don't know if this is just a mask or if he has truly changed.

The videos of him make me smile and laugh, but others make me question is that the man that I really love? He looks happy, but for all I know that may not be true, we stopped texting a month ago. He just doesn't have the time, I even wonder will this long distance relationship last.

I reach the door to my mansion, and as you know I was once poor but now I own four restaurants. Life is different to what it was before, it isn't filled with the same wonders. My happiness was replaced by pressure and stress that led to anxiety issues.

San doesn't know this, nor do I think he would care. His replies and frequent calls changed within a year- he no longer calls me and his answers became short. I love him, I truly do; but at the moment I'm a warrior, with no one by my side. Fighting a battle on my own between love and life...