A Little Bit of Heaven in Hell (Raido Dust)

Dreams

In angels head.

It was dark, everything around me was black, not a thing cloud be seen, not even my hands in front of me. It was not completely quiet though, I could hear muffled voices in the distance. I couldn't work up the courage to stand up and look for a door, or a light switch, or something that gave off light or got me out of this darkness. The voices didn't seem far, as if just in the other room. When ever I stood up, the room was large, with nothing but the chair I was sitting on. This room seemed oddly familiar, like I had been here before. I stopped to think for a moment, and I remembered, this was the time I had told my dad about my homosexuality... He had trapped me in a room for two days, all while he sat out in the living room and got drunk and talked with his buddies.
       I waited some more. A light flicked on in the other room, witch lit up the opening under the door, finally, I can get out of here. I stood up and walked for the door. I immediately regretted ever moving, because my dad opened the door and back handed me in the face, "what a disgrace! At least I have one good son" dad said as he grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and dragged me out into the light, the light which burned my eyes. My brother stood in the living room and watched as my dad beat me.

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     The next day I ran away, who wouldn't? I got into drugs, I stayed away from my family for two years, I had gotten old enough to legally move away, and so I did. But I had to go home to get my stuff. It was a beating I was expecting, but I could do it. I made my way home over a period of hours I got there, walking up to the door, I hesitated before walking in. I heard my dad call out my brothers name, expecting him to be the one walking through the door instead of me. Molly and my mom had moved out and me and Aracniss where stuck with dad. I wish mom would have taken me with her, but she was to sad to leave dad alone. So I stayed.
     My dad was surprised as ever to see it was me who walked through the door, standing up he walked over to me. I braced for impact but nothing helped "why did you come back you filthy piece of shit," dad said as he spat his tobacco on my face. " I came to get my stuff, I'm leaving and I hope to never see you again. " but instead I ended up staying with him again, I was so stupid. And so it brings you to the same dark room, but this time I was not alone. My brother was with me, we decided to have some fun and get high, but we overdosed... Aracniss passed out on the chair next to me, his body went cold as he gasped his last breaths. Holding a cigarette in my hand as my body began to shake and my vision began to blur. I saw the door open. It was my dad, watching me with disappointed eyes. The eyes I was used to seeing my whole life. I begged him to save my life. Begged him, and he closed the door and let me die.
     Right about now is when I was expecting to wake up, and be in the hotel, with Alastor by my side. But instead, nothing, what had happened? Is this not a dream? What is going on? Why can't I wake up? Suddenly I was falling into utter blackness, my heart beating quickly as I hit the hard white floor, the floor fell from benith me, I realized it was not a floor it was a lake, and I was drowning, slowly falling into the cold, grey, water. Waiting for someone to save me, I couldn't swim, my muscles ached from the fall. I was sinking. Please someone help?! Anyone?! Then I heard a familiar voice. Alastor!!! I can hear you! "Don't worry Angel, I'll find the person who did this to you. And I'll kill him" I could hear Alastors voice, it was so soothing, it was like a pale arm, reaching down into the water and pulling my back up to life.

Angel woke with a gasp. He opened his eyes slowly and looked around "Angel? Angel!" He could hear Alastor say as he felt Alastor touching his arm. Angel looked over at him, he was crying , what happened? Angel tried to speak but nothing came out, he tried to move but nothing happened, he looked down at his wound and remembered hearing a loud pop, he had been shot. He looked back up at Alastor.