The Genesis

Chapter 4

Perfect family image? Mine!

Cool parents? Yes, mine again!

Well, as what the neighborhood sees.

Weekend parties you say? Kirkwood, Winfield City, Sheridan's Residences it is!

Yeah.. that's how cool they play!

Perk of having a Fitness Guru Mom who usually travels around Alabama. Empowering fitness through travelling huh. Everyone's dream, I guess. You travel and get paid.

But she never bothered to share it with me. So, I had to learn it on my own. It's gonna be a plus slap if they'd ask "Why are you not fit? Your Mom's a fitness motivator..!?" So I had to. Precautions, you know!?

For real though, you wouldn't regret. Lot of advantages.

It had been my escape throughout the tortures. Helped me clear out my mind. A lot! Because if not, depression and anxiety could've swallowed me alive already.

My kind of reliever. After every session of beating, I calm myself for a while, took a glass of water then I'd go for a run. Until I'm numb! Until I couldn't feel anything anymore.

And one more thing about it, helped me construct my willpower and determination. Like, when I set a certain routine, no matter how hard or tiring I get, my body really still ask for it, for more, until I get through that goal. Often, the things that seem to kill us, are sometimes the things that makes us stronger than what we thought.

I always I thought I would never ever be a pro like her. Hah! I just so love fries and burgers and pizzas and donuts yeah?! Who don't anyway..!?

Ludicrous! Non compos mentis as they say in Latin. She ended up being a crack. How possible..? Simple, 'coz she's a fake. All for a show. They're good at it or should I say 'best'. A two very different person infront and back of the flashing cameras..
Such a wall licking twat waffles

Light to hard drinks! To parties and drugs! Yeah, that's them! And not to mention my Dad is a cop. The hero! The saviour of the neighborhood! Arresting violators and residents look up at him. Which made me feel like I'm always carrying a banner saying "Don't mess with her .Her Dad is a cop!" That I've been avoided like the plague in Kirkwood High.

But truth be told, he's the most violator of the law. Yet, he's my father. So I had to turn blind eye and embrace everything. Hoping, even just a pebble of hope, that one day, someday soon, change will come and shine over their clouded minds.

Sound amplifying through the sound system settled in the lawn. Ground vibrating due to it's high volume. Laughs, cheers and yellings drowning into the blasting music.

Thank goodness our house is a bit distanced from neighbors. Yet, I'm sure they could still hear the loud noise!

And thank goodness my Mom won't have time with me!

I just lost track of time. Spent with Zee and Cess at the Baptist Daycare, kilometer away from home. Cess is Caesar actually. The more chuggable he seems, the cuppycakier he felt at heart. Gaaah, if that's even a word!?
Anyway, he's cool and fun though. And, I don't have any idea either on how or why we became friends in the first place!?

All I knew is, they're the ones who stayed..