Chapter 1

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"You've got to be kidding me!" Sonya said to me after giving  her a surprisingly news.

"Nope" I assure her as calm as possible.

"Are you serious?" Sonya asks again.

"No I'm serious" I respond with pure sarcasm.

"Jen don't play smart with me, not now at least." She begins walking back and forth in a way that makes me question myself why is she behaving like its her problem when its not. She's been way too dramatic and I'm so chill.

" But what about..." She begins questioning again.

"No didn't happen"

"How about..." I cut her off

"Him either"

"Oh my gosh, what about!?" Sometimes I wonder how in hell did we became friends, she so dramatic and always taking things in her hand, my problem or not. But then I remember when this red blackish hair girl well woman now came into this apartment saying "I'm her new roommate".  Pity she was my first perhaps last.

"About who?" I question wondering who else did I date or think I dated.

"Jake"

"Oh, that wasn't gonna happen ever. It wasn't even sincere much less to be a relationship". I explain myself.

"Oh well sorry to hear which I kinda knew but I still can't believe your a virgin!!!". She was speaking in a low tone but as soon as she went to the 'V' word. I'm sure someone heard her from being so loud especially our next door jack asses.

Well Sonya gave them a reason to be the way they are towards us.

"Shh". I ran over from my tiny yet always neat bed and covered her loud mouth with my both left and right hand.

"Why so loud. I don't want anyone to know Sonya worse them." I remove one of my hand and point towards the door indicating  our neighbors. "Can you please keep your both shut please." I beg.

She removes my hand saying, "Girl chill out,I got this. I may have times when mouth takes control but I got you I always do you know this."

"Thank you and I hope you can actually keep your mouth shut." I'm so unaware of who I'm talking to.

"I can totally keep my mouth shut." The tone she's talking makes it so clear that she isn't sure if she can.

"Good, really can't afford for anyone to know." I turn away back to the bed.

"Why do you even care?"

"How does it look for a 21 year old virgin,what would you think of them." I asked not too sure I want hear her blunt answer.

"I'd wonder if they scared of dicks or vagina or if theirs ain't good."

"Now I don't want anyone to think of me as that way."

"Get your point sort of."

"Great just please..." She cuts me off.

"Relax I got this." She rest her forehead against mine. Resting my nerves a little.

"What date is today?" She asks heading to my calendar on the wall."Great December 14, I'm giving you until new years to lose that card of yours." She turn looking at me with that grin.
Oh I hate that grin, she's now going to force me into some sort of trouble.

"We can start at the club, let's go." She demands.

"What! That's not how it works, I think."

"Exactly you don't know and I do so if you wanna lose that V card follow for me." She reaches for my arm but I pull away from her grip. As much I hate to admit it I do want to lose my virginity but not at a club. I rather a bar or something where the men would be drunk so they won't remember me even being there much less my body. Oh my gosh my body won't be mines anymore, someone else will...I get pull out of my own crazy thoughts.

"What's that for?" Sonya question.

"Um..I..don't I need to shower first?" I ask uncertain I really am doing this.

"Oh yeah and shave."

"I've done that already."

"No you haven't."

"Fine then as you wish." I gave up trying knowing she's right.

"How long haven't you shaved Jennelle?" I hear her question right as my hand touches the doorknob of my bed room.

I turn around quickly. "I don't think that's none of your business."

"Whatever just go and it kinda is."

I roll my eyes and exit the room and head towards the bathroom with my mind thinking of everything that could possibly go wrong.

I turn the water on hot hoping the heat will settle my nerves a little. Successfully I helps as I turn my mind off my virginity to clean and wash my dark drown hair.

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