Hetalia x Reader How Could This Be Happening?

Chapter 4: What did I do?

-------RECAP-------
"So um...did I win?" Everyone just looked at me like 'seriously?' "Not even close dudette" America shook his head at me. Darn.
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-TIME SKIP TO A FEW WEEKS LATER-

As time flew by I noticed something, everyone would go to world meetings more often and be gone for way longer. They would take me with them but leave me alone while they go, I wanted to speak up but I would just shut my mouth. As this became more frequent I started feeling lonely. Did I do something? Did I make them upset? What did I do? I took a deep breath and decided to take a walk. We were in England right now so I decided to take some pictures and such. It was the afternoon and the sky was a mix of peach like orange and light pink, it was beautiful. I took some pictures here and there and bought some souvenirs as well, while I was walking my mind started wandering. "Why has everyone been so distant lately?" I mumbled to myself.

-Time skip to night-

I sat on the couch, reading manga and jumped slightly when I heard someone unlocking and opening the front door. I was relieved to see everyone but that quickly changed when everyone would just stay quiet. "H-hey guys. You alright?" The countries nodded and just walked past me, I knew something was wrong though. Very wrong. "Um, hello? I would like if someone would speak please!" I raised my voice to get their attention, when they didn't turn around I felt a small pang in my heart. I pulled myself together and raised my voice more. "HEY! I want to know why you guys have been leaving me here!" This got their eyes on me fast.

-------NOBODYS POV-------
"(Y/n), you don't need to be loud" England spoke quietly, when he said your normal name instead of 'love' you gulped. "Then why wont anyone answer me?! Did I do something?!" I blurted. Everyone at the same time answered.

"Yes"

Hearing this just stabbed your heart, ripped it up, burned it, and just disintegrated. You looked down and felt a tear roll down your cheek, you didn't want to know why and already heard enough. Something told you it was your fault. You quickly put on your sweater and left. As you were about to close the door behind you, you didn't see the countries reaching for you. "(Y-y/n), wait....."

-------Your POV-------

As it started to rain I put my hood over my head. I knew I was a burden, 'why would people who are so special help a pathetic girl like me anyway?' I questioned myself, anxiety taking over my thoughts. "I shouldn't even be in this world, this world is a dream and I just ruin it." I hiccupped and sat at a bus station. I decided to leave as far as I can. For good.

-------WITH THE COUNTRIES WOOOO-------

As the countries saw (Y/n) leave they felt guilty. They never meant to hurt you this way, they never wanted you to be upset in the first place. "D-damn it...now she thinks we dont love her anymore..." America mumbled, clenching his fists. Germany sighed "This was a horrible idea, we made her wait too long and this happened." They were planning something for you, the meetings would last longer because all they would think and talk about was you (they're kinda yandere for u--). You are special to them, and they loved you so much, and not just in a 'best friend' way. Then a new idea popped up...

-------BACK TO YOU YEET (AND UR POV)-------

As it rained harder I just sighed, once I thought I was far enough I got off the bus and continued with my walk. I decided to go to a bakery that I saw nearby to relax a bit and start walking again. When I walked in the bakery was warm and had a pleasant aroma of vanilla. I smiled softly and sat in the corner at the windows, staring outside. I ordered a small coffee and a cinnamon bun for to-go to ease my stress. A few minutes later my order came, I paid and left. I couldn't help but think of what just happened though, I felt bad for getting upset so fast, but I mean, everyone was ignoring me and it hurt. As I walked past an alley (sketchy HHHMMMMM) I felt a large hand grip my arm and pull me in. "H-HEL------" I tried to scream but noticed a cloth over my nose. Due to my amazing knowledge of kidnappings in fan fictions, I knew not to breathe. I quickly kicked the tall man behind me where the sun don't shine and ran. I continued running for a bit but notice the person didnt chase me. Maybe he was still down? I didnt know, I went to a less shady alley and sighed. Next thing I know is the world is spinning, and soon turned black.

"Sorry sunflower...~"

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FINALLY FINISHED THIS CHAPTER. I FORCED MYSELF TO TYPE AND TRIED TO COME UP WITH A GOOD ENDING AND SUCH FOR THE FUTURE. HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK, BYE!