Cold Heart

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I take the silence as my refuge

I barely notice

I enjoy being alone

Staring in the blank space

I wasn't fond of being with anyone

I accompany myself yet I felt a hole

A hole that open to many puzzle

Never to find and solve

I wasn't living for you

I wasn't living for me either,

Yet, I continue to breath

Still finding the reason with no clue at all

I stared at the blue sky searching for a sign

Suddenly, gray clouds started to swarm all over the vast sky

Isn't I who notice?

When we enjoy a great deal, bad things will come after

So , I decided to put a front

Never to enjoy the things I have

Never to get fond on people

Never to get close so I will never get lost

A cold heart stay as it is

Never to be hurt

Never to feel the hatred

Never to get false hope

-Cthln (AMAZONA KAFAGWAY) 2019

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