Cold Heart

Gran Amor

Why I'm standing alone in the dark?

Where did you go? I'm still waiting for you to come back

There you are wait I'll try to reach you and talk

I stumble on a cliff and get struck

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I felt the pain in my body I shouted your name

I heard nothing from you; I can't even cry I can't take the pain anymore

I tried my best to stand up and walk alone

I have no choice but to be brave

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Love of my life, I give you my trust and love

But why do you leave me?

My heart is broken never find peace

Still searching for the medicine so the pain can be cure

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Somewhere out there I think at night

Is someone loved me or willing to fight?

Am I worth of waiting or waste of effort?

All I found is my lonely heart

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But still loving and waiting

False hopes where coming

Make me fall-in love and expecting

At the end of the day I found nothing

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Still holding on, even my heart is in pieces

Put glue or tape so it can stick together and try to fix the holes

Because it always been play and left in sadness

No one care I feel so helpless

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Am I the real Ariadne deserted by Theseus ?

Left alone in the Island of Naxos

Or I am Hera always betrayed by Zeus

And planning my evil revenge to the mistress

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I think I am Andromache waiting for Perseus my savior

Chained in the rocky ledge of the sea waiting for the serpent to be devour

Then my savior will come and ask for my hand to cherish and love me forever

Is these stories exist in real life or just imagine by a wild dreamer?

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No. The real me is Psyche willing to do anything

Even my life is worth risking

Just to have back my darling

I'm willing to face even my end just to make him believe I deserve everything

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But still I am the girl who is always left alone

Rejected, ignored, taken for granted and belittled by everyone

My heart is always longing for love

Then suddenly I felt a warm hand touching my heart being heal and revive

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A soft and sincere voice came from somewhere

''My love you've been searching for nothing believe Me

You already have Me, Am I not enough to give you love?

Don't you give your trust and faith in Me?

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I felt His warm hand leaving my heart that was fully repair

It works, the pain was suddenly vanish He was a healer

He asked nothing in return but He makes every thing lighter

He promised to protect me and make my future brighter

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I wake up from my dream and think unconsciously

I will never find the real meaning of true love because I never knew it truly

God is love, God love us despite of our wrong doings and stupidity

I smile wholeheartedly and find the real meaning of love with a great joy

-Cthln (AMAZONA KAFAGWAY) 2019