you 🍃 bae jinyoung

epilogue

>> some time in the future >>

jeon somi
● active now

somi
hell, woman where are you!

haneul
hollup ! im running a bit late, too many people blocking the way.

somi
ajakdkd im the idol who's about to perform on that stage, but why do i feel like im the fan who's waiting for the idol ?!!!

hurry up, slowpoke! chungha eonnie is calling me already.

haneul
then go??

somi
how ungrateful of you! i took my time standing here to wait for you and that's what i get in return??

excuse me! it's i.o.i's comeback and i need to be in the backstage now for preparation

but what am i doing? oh, im waiting for my cousing who happens to be a "fan" of our group!

argh i do not deserve this kind of disrespect!!!

haneul
shut up i can literally hear your fingernails tapping harshly on your phone

somi
talk about someone using the word literally.
where are you then, huh??
DAMNIT WHERE ARE YOU CHUNGHA IS HERE AGAIN AND SHE'S STARING AT ME WITH A CONFUSED FACE

haneul
because im just behind you, genius!
you keep on babbling not even minding your surroundings! i have been tapping you for quite a while now!

somi
geez, sorry.
now get your ass to the vip area!

haneul
good luck and have fun somi!
tell that to the others too.
ioi fighting!

somi
thanks, queenie.
we'll slay this comeback 😋

haneul
you better!

**

bae jinyoung
● active now

jinyoung
hey,
where are you?
somi's about to break her phone
haneul?
park haneul??
dont give me this kind of treatment again
HANEUL
BAE HANEUL
PARK HANEUL**
oops

haneul
bae haneul aasiwkk
i wouldnt mind 👀
OOPS SORRY

jinyoung
saw that 👀
anyway, where you at babe?

haneul
??
wrong sent, i guess??

jinyoung
no . . . why would it be ?
oh, wait what the fuc
aksjajd sorry
anyway, your seat is reserved.
here, beside me.
SEE YOU LATER

haneul
okay, im on my way there.
just talked to somi and chungha

jinyoung
okay, see you
loveyou
SHIT WHY DID IT SEND | erased

haneul
SKAKSKSKD SOMEONE SAVE MY HEART | erased
loveyoutoo
im dead bye | erased

**

just you (park haneul)

🔓 last letter

i have honestly never imagined that someday, i am able to meet and be with them upclose. and im talking about wanna one. especially that one guy i have always had an eye for. bae jinyoung.

deep dark, as how his fans have addressed him during the survival show, produce 101 season 2.

as much as people prove that this nickname fits him because of the fact that he's too quiet, this is just another thing that fans wish to prove but fail to do so.

this boy, bae jinyoung, has a soft heart. yes, he was rude to me before, he ignored me most of the time, even found me clingy for smiling at them, especially to him.

but as people would always say: you find so many reasons to leave that person, but still you find that one reason to stay.

and for me, that reason is because i have always loved him. may it be as bae jinyoung of wanna one and c9boyz, or as a man named bae jinyoung, or as an idol named bae jinyoung who loves his fans so much. no matter who he is an any aspect, i have always and would always love him.

if someone would ask me how it felt being able to be this close to him, i wouldnt be able to answer much. well, i savour the moment. it doesnt last that long.

as a fan, i can only say that everything you do for them wouldnt go to waste. but you know, even without those expensive lightsticks, those pricey albums, and even a concert ticket, you could always love and support them in a different way.

but it's up to you to decide. you do the math.

up to now, it's been park haneul.
keep on dreaming, keep on smiling.

someday, this achievement of mine may miraculously happen to you too.