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Pidge x reader Panic Attack

TRIGGER WARNING!!!!
This story will deal with the reader having a panic attack and cutting. If you are sensitive to this subject I suggest you skip this chapter. A new one will be up soon that's a little more fun

(Y/N) POV
      Everyone was yelling and arguing over something and I felt my self slip into a panic. I looked around as I started getting dizzy.
     I couldn't stand it anymore and I ran out of the room to my bedroom. I slammed the door and ran to my bathroom. I sat on the edge of the tub and picked at the grout until I just let the panic sink in and I blacked out.
     When I came too I looked in the mirror and all I saw was a fat, ugly, disgusting girl. I looked down at the old faded scars on my arms and legs. I lifted up my shirt to reveal more on my stomach. I looked up again and opened the cabinet to find a new pack of fresh razor blades.
     I shakily grabbed the pack and pulled out a sharp razor. I looked at the shiny blade as I sliced ten new cuts on both of my arms. I do ten more on my left leg and ten on my right. I do twenty on my stomach and soon I am covered in blood.
     I set the blade down and look at what I've don't to myself. Suddenly Pidge busts through the door.
     "(Y/N) what the hell?! Oh my god what happened?" Pidge says as she cleans up my cuts. I flinch at the touch on the sensitive skin. I cry and apologize over and over again.

      "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry" I say. She shushes me and holds me close to her chest. I cry into her arms and try to calm down. 

     After twenty minutes my panic attack passes over. I look up at Pidge.

     "(Y/N) what happened?"

     "Everyone was yelling and it was just too loud and I started to have a panic attack. I blacked out and when I woke up from it I was so ashamed and I'm so sorry" I say. She holds me close and says reassuring things. We sit there for hours and she kisses away my tears and kisses each of my scars. She makes me feel safe and loved.