Loved By the Bullies - Dolan Twins Fanfiction

First Day At High School

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"Yeah, I guess that makes sense." We both start laughing at us being stupid again. I haven't laughed this much in so long. It feels refreshing. I'm so glad that I met Jake today. I hope we become great friends...

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Once we get to school, I almost don't want to get off the bus in case of any interaction with the twins, Aubrey and Eden, or anyone else besides Jake. The only thing that motivates me is the fact that I have EVERY SINGLE class with Jake. 

"So..." Jake says, pulling me out of my thoughts. 

"So...." I say. We burst out laughing at the fact that we've run out of things to talk about. We literally just met and we've already told our life stories. Well, most of it. There's still one more thing I have yet to tell him...

"Are we going to talk about what happened with those guys on the bus, or..." He trailed off, leaving me to fill in the blank. 

"It's a long story, but I guess I can sum it up for you now and fill in any blanks you may have later?" 

"Sounds good to me." 

"Okay.... So. Those guys are twins. Their names are Ethan and Grayson Dolan. Yes, the ones that are currently vine famous. When we were younger, way before the vines, and I mean WAYYYY before, as in we were 2, we were best friends. Up until the week before 8th grade, last year, came to an end we were best friends. We were so close that we would get teased and bullied about it. They were always strong and stuck up for themselves and me, but I'd always let it get to me. To the point where there were many nights where I would be awake due to an anxiety attack. I always thought that one day they would choose them over me because over the years, they wouldn't say anything to them, but would bully me and sometimes, they wouldn't even say anything. A week before last school year came to an end, we all got in a huge fight. Mostly Ethan and I, while Grayson just sat back and stared off into space with nothing to say. The point is, we fought because they felt like they needed more freedom, to go out and spend time with their other friends. I let them because I thought it would fix it, but it turns out, it only made it worse. One day, Aubrey and Eden, their current girlfriends, came to pick them up from my house for a group date and they were being fake bitches and I called them out on it. Ethan and Grayson took their side and stuck up for them and I got mad so I said I never wanted to see them again. I slammed the door in their faces and never spoke to them ever again. Until today that is because my looks changed over summer vacation, I guess, and I caught Ethan checking me out. They were my only friends and I let them go. When they saw you, I guess they just got jealous, but I really don't care so I gave them the bitchiest glare I could muster and hoped it would settle it." I give him the sum of the story with a shrug. 

"Wow." Is all he says.

We eventually make it to his locker and I look down at my phone to check the time. I didn't request a locker because I feel like it's a waste of time. 

"So, did you go to the open house a couple weeks ago?" I ask, making sure he knows where everything is.

"Yeah. I know where everything is, if that's what you're wondering."

"Okay, so neither of us have to take the tour. Good." He closes his locker and turns to me with a smile on his face. I look down at my phone again to see how much time we have before first period. I do the math in my head, calculating the amount of time it will take us to get to Latin from Jake's locker. 

"Becca?" I look back at him and he's laughing. I give him a questioning look. "I said your name about 10 times. You were so lost in thought. You must have been thinking pretty hard. I don't think you want to do that before our first class starts, you'll drain that pretty brain of yours." He says tapping me lightly on my head, which makes me laugh. 

I heard footsteps coming down the hallway when Jake and I were calming down from that laughing fit. I look up to see both Ethan and Grayson, along with Aubrey and Eden. Great, just great. I thought to myself. 

"What do you want? I told you I don't want anything to do with you." I say as soon as they stop in front of me. 

"What makes you think there's a good reason behind us coming over here." Grayson says. The first thing I've heard him say since the fight and this is what comes out of his mouth? I'm left speechless. 

"Get away from Becca, you asshole. She said she doesn't want to talk to you." Jake defends me. He starts getting more and more angry by the minute. 

"Jake, can you give me a minute. I don't want you to do anything you regret. You need to cool down. I'll see you in Latin, okay?"

"Ohhh. Who is this fella? Calling you Becca. You made yourself a friend?" Aubrey asks in that bitchy ass high pitched voice of hers.

"No, A. I think he just wants to get in her pants." Eden joins in.

"Yeah, just like E and G over here. Am I right, guys." Aubrey says, which ALMOST brings tears to my eyes, but I remind myself that I don't care anymore. 

"Hell yeah." They say in unison. That hurt. It felt like I was just punched in the gut. I turn my head to the side so they couldn't see as a tear rolled down my cheek. By this point, Jake had already gone to go for a walk to blow off some steam so he doesn't do anything stupid and get in trouble on the first day of school. 

"Thought so. And when they didn't get what they really wanted, they came crawling back to us. That's right, bitch. They were OUR best friends before you came along. We've known each other since we were born and then you came and they decided to give you a try. When they got older, they only wanted you for sex. And when that got nowhere, they came back to us, knowing damn well we weren't stupid enough not to give it to them." Aubrey says. 

At this point, I was beyond pissed. I know deep down that none of that is anywhere near true because we were only 2 when we met. But my stupid brain gave in to every word this bitch said. And the fact that they didn't even say anything, and before that agreeing with her, that hurt like a bitch. 

"Oh, look at this. I made her cry. Aww. Does someone need a tissue. Too bad bitch. You're alone and it's always going to be that way. No one will ever love you. NO ONE. You're a disgusting whore who doesn't deserve to be loved." Aubrey says. 

(A/n: By the way, I would just like to point out that this story is in no way trying to promote bullying or trying to make someone that is reading this feel like they aren't worth anything or that they aren't good enough. Because every single person that is reading this, and everyone in general is worth it. You are good enough. If someone says that you aren't it's most likely because they feel that way about themselves and they think it will make them feel better about themselves to tell other people that and to make them believe it, but they are wrong. YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING AND GOOD ENOUGH! Always remember that.)

She takes a step closer to me. She grabs my face to make me look at her. "Look at yourself, you whore. Does this look like someone who deserves to be loved?" 

"Okay, A. I think that's enough." Is all Ethan says before pulling her away....

A/n: This as well was a long chapter. There's more to this part than this, I just wanted to end it here because the next chapter will get even more interesting and will build the plot more. This story isn't going to be all in 1 perspective. I'm going to be switching between Becca, Ethan, Grayson, and Jake's POV throughout the story. Aubrey and Eden are important characters, but I'm not going to do their POV quite as often. Maybe once or twice to see what's going on in their head and the story behind all of this, but that's it. I hope you liked this chapter and have a great morning, day, afternoon, evening, whenever you happen to be reading this. Love you all and PEACE ✌
-K