I try to fit in and make friends. They knock me down and say I'm weird. Call me hoe and say I'm gross. No one listens to me. Everyone just talks about their own stuff. No body cares about my shit. They walk all over me and if I did something important they would just say that it was cool then move to the next thing. Everyone is that group of people can't keep a secret to themselves. They share everything because they love drama and gossip. I am left out so I don't talk much. When I do talk they just say shut up. I have no one to blame but myself I could leave that friend group but then I would miss them. I could just change. I mean I am the one who is gross and weird and a hoe and a thot and annoying and over exaggerating and being a bitch aren't I? So it's on me to change. Change my friends or myself. I don't know which one I'll choose but I need to do it soon before I can't keep any of my friends or don't know who I am anymore.
