the adopted african girl-jaden smith lovestory

switching sides

Thinking about you baby and I was just missing you so much that I forgot it wasnt you"He says into her hair. "I'm so sorry, I would have never kissed her,you know that, I'm all about you" he holds her at forearms length and softly says this to her eyes. Every time he speaks it is like someone slitting me in the same spot again and again.

"Really?" she says sickly sweet,elongating the word.

"Of course, she means nothing to me, just a girl my mom wanted to adopt, thats it" he states ever so clearly with a shrug at the end. It's as if i have evaporated from this scenrio completely, words are sharp and his were blades that have just managed to cut into me. They hug and kylie's crimson lips mouth the words 'bye b_tch' to me. Oh this hurts, how can you love a monster? You'd have to be one, I had him wrongly pinpointed, Jaden is a cruel person and I am a stupid one. If I could cry right now I would but I can not instead

"Excuse me" I mumble lifting myself of my seat and I make my way to my

My eardrums create their own relentless beat as they are at breaking point. The syren sound trying to damage my hearing oriyinates from a shrieking Kylie. She's stood in the middle of the door,wearing red lips and a tight dress, screaming.

My heart was already thundering waiting for the lightening, my palms creating tsunami's of sweat in their creases Was he ever going to actually...? I

look to him now and see his eyes wide with,-what? I dont know much anything about relationships but looking like you were almost about to kiss someone else does not sound right.

"B-babe this isnt what...listen "he stutters whilst walking over to her and cooing her into silence. He wraps his arms around her shoulders.

"get off me"she croaks but doesnt shake him off ,just snuggles into him. At this point I feel so insignificant and small, what was I doing? Jaden has a girlfriend. He has a girlfriend...he has a girlfriend! Why was he even conridering!?

"I don't know what I was thinking, I was thinking about you baby and I was just missing you so much that I forgot it wasnt you"He says into her hair. "I'm so sorry, I would have never kissed her,you know that, I'm all about you" he holds her at forearms length and softly says this to her eyes. Every time he speaks it is like someone slitting me in the same spot again and again.

"Really?" she says sickly sweet,elongating the word.

"Of course, she means nothing to me, just a girl my mom wanted to adopt, thats it" he states ever so clearly with a shrug at the end. It's as if i have evaporated from this scenrio completely, words are sharp and his were blades that have just managed to cut into me. They hug and kylie's crimson lips mouth the words 'bye b_tch' to me. Oh this hurts, how can you love a monster? You'd have to be one, I had him wrongly pinpointed, Jaden is a cruel person and I am a stupid one. If I could cry right now I would but I can not instead

"Excuse me" I mumble lifting myself of my seat and I make my way to my Room. As I pass them Jaden's fingers touch my arm as kylie's head is in his chest. He looks at me like I dont know what. I shake my hand away and glare back, of course I am hurt but what can I expect, I am just a someone in his life, much to his burden . I lie on my bed ,let silent tears roll and I stare at the porcelain ceiling with the dinky desgins all over. I feel 2mm big and a mile hurt ,why does it? I dont care about people who are cruel and mean.

I was blinded by the idea of Jaden, I don't know him and should'nt be surprised,this is real and crying is silly because I have been given a chance .It is utterly idiotic to cry and with that I smear my tears using the back of my hand in an attempt to wipe them. I still have that freshly wounded heartbeat. I'll just avoid him,as best I can considering the living situation. He obviously does not like or even respect me so I'll minimise our interactions and be just a girl his mom wanted to adopt. I really can't be angry ( I am a little) He only told the truth.

The truth as willow often says

'sucks'

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aaaahh ...dont shoot! I am soooo sorry i have not updated in what seems like a year (it has been duh fay) I just kinda got my everything taken off my by the rivalry:parents. Blek blek blek laptop,phone,tablet poof gone. I eventually got them back but I err forgot my login so after a long wait from wattpad to contact and verify here I am. This chapter is so crap but just wanted to notify people that i am not dead! THANK YOU TO ALL YOUR INBOXES!!! AND VOTES !!!love errbody!!!!