Poem 8: Heart Theory

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The lies I'v told up to now and the truths I've told up to now.

I became worried about which outweighed which, and stopped searching.

The parts of myself that I hate, the parts of myself that I like.

Now I know which outweighed which, and it makes me sad.

If I was just going to be hated in the end,

If I was just going to be hated by the person I loved.

Then I decided that I'll hate myself before that happens.

But if someday I long for someone

and want them to love me.

Before that happens, I'll try

to love myself.

You cry so beautifully 

That, by your side, without realizing it, I smiled

and that made you smile too.

Which has made me so happy that I'm crying, crying.

The people who had no faith in humanity, who cursed the future

and the people who had faith in humanity, who dreamed of the future.

The me who used to search for yesterday is gone, gone.

You are a washing machine for humanity.

I want every household to use one.

With that, there's nothing that won't work out, there are no more lies.

I will demonstrate the result that that has surprised you.

You can find a new you

but it can be toxic.

Take care with usage and dosage.

Let's write a catchphrase like this:

Even if a perfect clone of you achieve success

You are unlike anything on earth

That can't be seen by the naked eye

A goddess.

You made the world round.

So that nobody would cry in a corner, didn't you ?

So when you're not here

I look for a corner and cry and cry.

You gave life and end

So that nobody would waste it

So when you're not here

I hold my breath and wait

And when I did, although you always

Came to me, now you're gone.

Gone

The people who had faith in humanity, who dreamed of the future

Will become tomorrow's suicide candidates, waiting to die.

The me of three minutes ago has shown his face again.

When I stopped breathing I found my heart.

When I opened it, you were there.

As long as I have you in the left atrium of my heart, I have no problems

No problems, right ?

You brought words of eternal happiness.

To people who, until to seconds ago, were suicides candidates.

That you is gone.

Gone, gone, gone, but

You are in my heart.

Sending a pulse through my whole body

Saying "Stay alive today, stay alive today and stay the way you are now." 

Send me love from my white blood cells.

My red blood cells and so many other places.

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