Fate | n.h

Past

Dear Diary, 

I took Niall home last night. We shared a lot of laughs. We shared wine. We even shared the same air. Time is nothing when I am with him. I know that I loved him because of the band, but I am getting to know him.... the real him. I can't help but wonder if he enjoys all the attention that he gets... and even all the girls screaming his name. Could it be too much? I want to know how he actually feels about it. 

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I woke up with an excruciating migraine. I probably shouldn't have drunk all that wine last night. I really regret it right now. I blame Niall, he makes me do stupid things. 

L: Hey you! I hate you! 

He responded with a ton of messages so fast I even considered that he was actually a robot. 

N: ??

N: What did I do? 

N: I am so sorry for whatever I did...

N: Forgive me? 

Okay okay, let's not get dramatic here; even though I am the dramatic one, but he doesn't need to know that. 

L: woah, chill out. lol. 

L: I just have a huge migraine from all that wine we drank last night. 

N: oh thank god! I thought I did something terrible. 

L: wym? 

N: Idk like I said something stupid. 

L: Impossible. 

N: Not so sure about that. 

L: lol. I got to go. I have a tour of my campus today. 

N: good luck!

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I took a quick shower before I had to leave for my college tour. I reeked of alcohol. After my short but satisfying shower, I decided to dress in casual clothes. 

I am in no position to be driving, I still feel like I am drunk. 

I decided to call an uber, who by surprised arrived pretty fast. That was the easiest five stars I have ever handed out. 

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There were a lot of people receiving a tour of the campus, and to be honest, I kind of hate it. I have never been a fan of huge crowds, it makes me uncomfortable. 

I was trying to take notes on where each of my classrooms was until I felt a very forceful tap on my shoulder. Oh my gosh. Did Niall really come to the tour? Space, Niall, there is a thing called personal space. 

I turned around expecting to see Niall, instead, I saw my ex-boyfriend from a few years ago, Eric. 

I was in shock, I couldn't move, let alone breathe. "Remember me?" he said with a wicked smirk on his face. I tried to walk away but he pulled me back towards him. "No, you don't get to leave. Not this time," he told me. I started to freak out, all I wanted to do was scream but I was frozen. The only words I could make out was "Let me go." 

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Author's note: 

I decided to write this chapter after I posted my author's note in the previous chapter because I felt bad. It is three in the morning so it may not be my best work. I will try harder next time. I didn't really know what to do for this chapter so I thought adding an ex-boyfriend might be a good twist for this story. What should I do with Eric? Should I have Leah call Niall and maybe have an Eric and Niall fight? I don't know. Please feel free to add a comment letting me know what to do with the story. Your suggestions help a lot. I do plan for this story to have mature content, so prepare yourself for that.  

Anyways, I hoped that you guys enjoyed. Once again I apologize for not writing in such a long time. Thanks for the support!