You know love really fucks you up,
It's painful happiness,
People say that love is a very good feeling and tho I do agree , love is also the most painful thing you will ever feel.
Waking up in the morning with the feeling of the person you love loving you back is amazing,
But what if they don't...
Giving this one person your soul , yet they gave you nothing
But you keep on convincing yourself it's ok
You keep on telling yourself to trust and to believe because of how much love is blinding you.
You keep on holding on to this thing that hurts you because you want to feel something,
Because your scared of been there again.
Your scared of feeling empty, and you do everything you can to make them stay you give them your all but sometimes it's just not enough and we convince ourselves so deep inside that lie ,We forget the truth , the undeniable truth that everyone leaves at some point.
And when this person leaves what is there to feel? Nothing. So how do you feel when your only source of happiness leaves?
You go back. Back to where you started. Numb,cold and empty
But it's not even that simple,
You cry because of how empty you feel
You cry in hopes you feel something yet
You feel nothing
So i ask you, What do you do when the only thing you truly believed in disappears?
What do you do when the person you gave your heart and soul to disappears?...
