poems for ever more

she's me

there's someone I hide

someone that you wont ever see

someone

the only one

who would push you out

out of my life

out of this world

out of life itself

she'd make sure

that you'd never

get in between

me and her

she's fast asleep for now

but if you touch me

or look at me

she feels it

and awakens

we fight for control

she always wants out

she's pushing

she's pushing her way

and the erge to let her lose

is deeping

and hope of her stayong caged

slowly flys out the door

beware once she's out

there's no end

she'll tear us apart

and you'll be gone

I'd be lost

and you'll be dead

she's not only apart of me

but she is me

she's my insecurities

the lart that tells me

im not good enough

that I don't matter

that I've lost everything

the part that send me

suicidal thoughts

she's the worst part

the part I hate

the part I want gone

but the part that needs to stay