poems for ever more

my dear

why do you want to know my dear

my secrets of life

why do you want to know my dear

why do you want to hear

my secret life

lies in the light hodes from dark

and loves to bite

my dear why do you want to know

my secrets of life

holden down pain

and suffering anyways

my dear baby boy

i promise you dont want this life

this life of pain

pain overwhelming

tear stained cheeks

can't stand the pain

it surrounds me drowning me

fourcing me to die

it devours me

and pushes me deeper into the dark

forever to be lost

thoughts floating into my mind

hurting me

controlling me

thoughts like

rape

death

murder

unloved

bleeding

bullied

suicide

drugs

boys

girls

forever alone

never to be seen

never to be hurt

yes that would be heven

so yes my dear boy

you dont want my life