Trials & Tribulations Chris Brown FF

Tears That Wont Fall

Tammy :

You did great today Tammy , that's why we love you working here ! " Draya said hugging me .

I love to do my job , you guys were a blessing to accept me here "

So when are we going to--

Tammy ! Baby you have to come on !! Our baby is gone " Chris said falling on the floor sobbing .

I never seen him like this , and what has happened now ?

Chris get up and tell me what's going on " I said helping him up he had blood all over his shirt that is what is freaking me out the most at this moment .

Tammy , they shot the daycare up and killed candy ! I didn't even get to tell her goodbye or tell her I love her! They took her away I can still feel her on my hands do you see this Tammy " he said shaking grabbing me on the face to look at him in the face .

This has to be unreal , my babygirl is at the daycare playing with the friend she does has which is Reagan .

Tammy come o--

Chris just fucking get a grip of yourself !!!! Our daughter is not dead what are you talking about I just dropped her off if that would've happened they would've got in touch we me " I said screaming .

Everybody was looking at us like were crazy , some of the models even said rude comments but I don't have time to whoop ass at the moment all of this is crazy to me it's new to me it's unbelievable it's not even true chris is just talking crazy .

Please you have to believe me Tammy " Chris said picking me up over his shoulder .

I don't fucking want too ! " I said hiring him in the back as he carried me to the car .

The tears that won't to come out just won't , I don't believe that my daughter is gone he's just playing..

4 hours later

I layed in the bed the one Candace use to sleep in Chris was holding me as we layed together .

Chris , what are we going to do now ? " I said facing his face he looked not like himself .

We're going to be strong for eachother , were going to love more , I love you Tammy from the bottom of my heart "

Chris , I can't believe this how could someone do this ? I'm not suppose to be burying my own daughter she was suppose to grow old and take care of me til my days were over . I can't see my sunshine on my rainy days anymore chris "

I know baby we just have to stick together , I need to get in touch with my mother " he said kissing my forehead and he went in the bathroom shutting the door .

I haven't cried since I've gotten the news , maybe I'm fronting like I'm strong when I'm really not maybe I'm trying to be the shield over me and chris but right now it's not working .

The tears I have in my eyes just won't fall , they just keep sitting there...

I heard the bathroom door open I seen chris crying .

I-I couldn't tell her , I just told her to come down "

I don't think I will be able to either chris she loves her just like we do " i said staring in the ceiling .