one month & sixteen days since ive spoken to you.
i miss you so much, sydney.
i screwed everything up, i know.i miss when you'd paint my baseball number on your cheek.
and when you knew my favorite ice cream flavor
and when you helped me study, even when you knew you'd pass.
and your texts when you can't sleep.
and when you were always here.
and your "see you later alligator" and mumbling "in a while crocodile" to myself after you hung up.
and when you'd let me walk you to class.
and smelling your perfume. (did you get something new?)
and when you wore that blue sweatshirt from ocean city (now all you wear are brennan's).
and when i was the one making you laugh.
and knowing you better than anyone else.
and when i was the one who made you happy.
i miss you- caleb, who thinks he's going crazy without his favorite person in the world
p.s. i broke up with mia.
because for some reason, i was always focused on that fact that
she wasn't you.
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✔️i found | saleb
Fanfictionin which a boy unintentionally falls in love with his best friend, and screws it all up (told through letters from him to her) " i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me "