syd,
you came over today, and watched tv with annie & me.
i never realized how much i appreciated things like that until it was over.
you left our house crying.
it was my fault. i was sure of it.
i followed you outside and called your name. you turned and smiled at me, as if you were fine.
this time, i walked up to you and held you.
you cried harder.
but you hugged me tight, and i wondered how i ever took you for granted.
i asked you what was wrong.
i was right, it was me.
but i didn't get it. you said it was my fault that you and brennan broke up.
and after a lot of confusion, you told me that
everything about him made you wish it were me and that you hate me for it.
so i figured it was only fair if i told you that this was the same problem with mia and i.
you looked up at me and i couldn't breathe.
it makes me happy that i have to lean down to kiss you.
- a lovesick "dork"
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✔️i found | saleb
Fanfictionin which a boy unintentionally falls in love with his best friend, and screws it all up (told through letters from him to her) " i found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me "
