The Gomez Twins: Book One

Scare

The picture kind of explain Jelena relationship in this chapter.

Selena

I woke up in Justin bed. He was softly snoring right in front of my face. I blinked a few times and looked around. His room was nice. I didnt take time to look at it last night. Its Sunday and I just wanted to sleep all day. I maybe go to demis. I cant face my mom. I sat up and looked around more. I stood up and looked around his room. Posters of rappers and crap. The typical boy room. Kindof messy. But it was a little ok. I sat down on the hard wood floor. My feet was freezing, I put my feet in his over sized house shoes. I was wearing his basketball shorts and a huge t shirt. I started scooting my feet. If I pick my feet up then the house shoes will fall off. I went to his closet and saw a trash filled with crumbled papers. I picked up on and look at it...it was lyrics....

Love me love me, say that you love me

It read. Then it had a scribble line on it. What was he talking about? I picked up another one.

Life's out of control....she became a victim to my busy schedule

I smiled. They were really good. I picked up the other one and threw one of his hats on. I started reading it thinking of other lyrics. I grabbed a pencil off his dresser and started writing more. "Whatcha doing?" I could hear him say. I could hear his footsteps come and stop behind me. He was looking over my shoulder. "Morning beautiful." He said and kissed my cheak. I smiled. "So writing some lyrics huh." "Look." I said handing him the paper. "Sing it." He looked at me then at the paper. "Ill sing with you." I said. He smiled. "One, two, three."

"Love me love me say that you love me

Fool me fool me o how you do me

Kiss me kiss me say that you miss me

Tell me what I wanna hear

Tell me you love me."

By then Justin and I eyes met. He was staring straight in mine. Our face inches away. "Perfect." I said and broke the moment. He starred at me and smiled."Yes you are."

Becky

I woke up in Austin bed. I had to go. I just didnt feel right. I grabbed my clothes and ran downstairs out the house. I ran home and opened the door quickly. My mom sat there crying in her hands as Sandy comfort her. "What?" I asked. "Its Selena." She said. Her voice was shaking."What happened to her?" I asked getting a little worried."She's dead." She said. My eyes widen. "W-w-what....how?" I asked. My mom swallowed hard and faced me."She got so mad at me last night and destroyed her room...she left and this morning i got a phone call that she died in a bus accident." She said. I didn't move. I couldn't. My knees felt weak as ever. I held my breath. My face burned with guilt. I fell to my knees and screamed. This couldn't be happening. Tears streamed down my face as I screamed with anger and hurt again. I remember the last words I said to her.

Flash back

"Where are you going?" Selena asked. I just found the news out that mom was a lesbian."None of your business." I answered. "You cant just leav-." "Its my life....im so sick of you Selena...how about you just take a very long vacation away from me." I said and walked away.

End of flash back

This vacation was permanent. I never told her I loved her. Never respected her. The same with dad. I lost the 2 people I love in only a year. I couldn't take it. I couldn't move my legs. I couldn't move at all. My knees both was on the ground. My hands was over my ears as I was crying rocking back and forth, while my back was hunched. I didn't get it. I didnt want this to happen. Shes gone. Why did I let this happen? Its all my fault? Why? I shut my eyes tighter.

I let this happen.