Selena
I guess kisses didnt matter to anyone no more. You kiss someone then move on to the next. Thats what Justin did. I was feeling confident until I saw a major make out section with him and Caitlin. It was lunch and I decided to sit alone. My heart was literally broken you can say. This is why I don't get close to people. Im always the one ending up hurt and depressed. Im always the one ending up crying. I learned my lesson with my dad. And I was to stupid to realize the same was happening with Justin. Until I got my heart broken. Thats what I get for trusting. I only trust my dad. The only person I practically learned to trust. "Selena...."Justin said sitting at my table. I got up and walked away."Wait!" He said. Attention turned towards us. Most of the people starred at us. My eyes watered."You seriously think this is some kind of fucking joke dont you." I put my hand on my head adjusting my beanie. "What are you talking about?" He asked."Your so stupid! Your a liar. You talk but you were never honest. I cant believe I trusted you." I said. I wiped tears that was coming down."I dont know why im crying over a piece of shit like you." Some people gasp. "Because you love me like I love you." He said. I stood there shock. Did he just admit he loved me?"Bullshit. I bet you said the same to Caitlin." He stayed silent. More tears rushed out of my eyes. I shook my head."You did didn't you." He stayed silent. I walKed away. Becky followed me."Selena dont-." "Just leave me alone Beck." I said interrupting her and running away.
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"Dad." I whispered wiping tears. I was sitting by my dad grave."I fell in love." I said. More tears came rushing. A lump was formed in my throat and my chest felt empty. "And he sure don't love me." I said."Maybe I should have listen to you. I should have waited." I said. No answer. I missed his voice. "I was right, I was right." I could hear him mimic like a big 5 year old. I laughed. I wiped some tears."I miss you so much." I said. I said. "Why...." I whispered under my voice. I layed down and starred at the sky. The gloomy gray sky. O how much I miss you.
Dedicated to my grandma's.
Rest in peace loves.
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The Gomez Twins: Book One
RomantizmSelena Gomez and Becky Gomez has to go threw a hard time of a dead father, a weird mom, senior year of high school, and worst of all...boys. Take a funny, crazy, heart breaking, and romantic adventure with the Gomez twins!
