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mochisung: why did you call earlier? i was at class, sorry
y/n: oof it's okii,
i should be the one saying sorry
for bothering you while in class
mochisung: that's crazy, you never bother me
y/n: you're crazy
mochisung: crazy for you
read 2:00 pm
mochisung: ouch okay. so, why did you call?
y/n: right, i was gonna rant earlier. and, i'm still going to. right now. so, sit down.
y/n: i want aiseuklim
but they're not allowing me to go out °(ಗдಗ。)°.
mochisung: why?
y/n: idk they don't want me to go out without someone accompanying me but they also don't want to go with me :)) so i can't get aiseuklim and now i is sad :((
y/n: sooo, come with me? ahe
mochisung: yes
mochisung: let's go
y/n: i love you so much
i went out the room and told my sister i'm going out with jisung, who has been my best friend for 8 years now, to which she agreed immediately. i'm offended to the highest level. why do they not trust me enough to go out on my own? i opened the door to see jisung waiting for me.
"aaaahhh i'm finally getting my ice cream!!" i hugged him as he chuckled. i held his hand and pulled him to the nearest convenience store to get ice cream.
once we got there, i went to the ice cream section and got a cookies and cream for me. i looked over at jisung and asked him what he wants.
"you," he mumbled.
"huh?" i asked, not hearing what he said.
"huh-tdog," he said as his cheeks turned into a pink shade. he pushed me to the side to get his ice cream. jisung took my ice cream from me and held it. he went to the cashier as i followed him and he paid for it, completely forgetting what happened.
"this is life." i ate my ice cream as we sat down on a bench in the park.
"legit," jisung agreed as he also ate his ice cream.
"thank you for paying and coming with me. next time will be my treat, bro." i grinned as jisung nodded.
we talked for hours in the park and didn't notice how time passed. it was getting late and so we decided to go home.
as we passed the bus stop, which means we are close to my house, i felt jisung's strides getting smaller. he always does this and i don't know if it's because he's tired from all the walking or he wants to be with me longer. a part of me wants it to be the latter.
yes, i like him but i'm not planning on telling him that. i'd rather have him as my friend forever than not have him at all. but a part of me wonders what will happen if we do become lovers? the thought of us possibly breaking up breaks my heart even though i know we can't be in that kind of relationship.
my thoughts were interrupted by jisung shouting my name. i looked at my side and he wasn't there anymore. i looked back and saw him in front of my house, with a confused look in his face. i mentally facepalmed as i realized i passed by my house.
and that's on being distracted.
i walked back to jisung as i tried to hide the blush that was creeping in my cheeks.
"where do you think you're going, kiddo? did you move or something?" i can see and feel him suppressing a laugh because of my stupidity.
i smacked him in the head as i glared at him.
"it's not funny,"
"it is,"
i rolled my eyes at him and was about to open the door of my house when he called me.
"y/n."
i looked at him, ready to hear what he was gonna say.
but he didn't say anything. we just stood there, looking at each other. i was starting to blush again because he was staring at me intensely. i was about to say something to break off the silence that was becoming awkward when i felt him wrap his arms around me. i hugged him back and felt my heart beat sped up. i can literally feel our hearts beating.
i tapped his back and he kissed my forehead before we let go of each other.
"guubye, get home safe." i smiled at him and he nodded.
"i'm gonna watch you go inside so hurry and go in," jisung said. i turned around to go inside and waved him goodbye as i was closing the door. i got in my room and i held my chest as i feel like my heart will jump out of it.
after taking a shower, i checked my phone and saw that there's a text from jisung.
mochisung: it's saturday tomorrow
y/n: uhm... i know?
mochisung: have you forgotten that we go out on saturdays?
y/n: oh righttt
mochisung: so where do you wanna go?
y/n: how about surprising me, sir?
mochisung: okay. i'll pick you up tomorrow at 2, as usual :))
y/n: ocakes
mochisung: sweet dreams, y/n <33
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another jisung chapter huehue :'))
hope y'all had a happy sunday!!
