SMILE II (J.JK/C.TY) [Completed]

Chapter 11 - Why

Tzuyu's POV

So what? I've already moved on..

Why am I running away?

Because it hurts? No, It doesn't hurt....

First of all, I left because I wasn't invited..

But I felt betrayed...not because Jungkook is already engaged...but because no one told me.

"Tzuyu." I stopped running when I knew I was far away from the hotel and when I heard Sana eonnie's voice..after all..I still need her.

I turned around and she walked towards me..tears visible on her face..I just stood there waiting for her to stand in front of me..she then held my hand..

"Tzuyu,I'm sorry."Her tears fell continuously..

"Why are you sorry?"I acted like I don't care...but I know deep down..I'm wounded..I still have feelings for him.

"Tzuyu,Don't act like that, I don't want you to keep the pain inside..let it out."She said and hugged me..

And when I was already in her arms..The tears that I was keeping escaped..they all escaped continuously..non-stop..

"It hurts. It really does."I said and she hugged me tighter.. the street was dark and there was no one passing by..

"Tzuyu,I'm sorry for not telling you the truth. I don't know what happened..this past few years he acted cold...he acted like I don't know him anymore but I can't tell you..last year he introduced Yoonah to us as his girlfriend..they're already dating for a year..and now they're engaged..I'm sorry I didn't tell you." She sobbed.

"It was no one's fault but mine...I was the one who left without telling them anything..I was the one who left and didn't even think of how you guys felt..I am the one to blame..It was not your fault for not telling me, It was not his fault that he found a woman to love..we aren't dating so it's not like he's obliged to stay faithful and loyal to me." I said..

Yeah, I know it's all my fault..I was so insensitive..But why am I crying like this if I accept that he's with Yoonah..

Maybe because of my pride? My ego?...

It's just that..when I left..he acted like he liked me a lot...and then now that I'm back..he loves someone else..

Sana eonnie let go of the hug..

"Let's go home, I know you're tired."Sana eonnie..

"But my car, I left it-"

"Give me your keys, I'm just gonna ask someone to get it..

I handed her the keys and we started walking since our house is just near..

I sat on the couch and she was busy on her phone..

"My friend is already here,I'm gonna give the keys to him and he would bring your car."She said and I just nodded..she then went outside..

I was drinking the water she gave me..while I was sitting on the couch comfortably and had my feet up the couch..My eyez still puffy from the extreme crying and my hair..ruined from running..the pair of sandals that I wore was neatly placed beside the couch and my long peach dress was hanging from the couch reaching the floor..my eyes fixed on the wall clock..and i can clearly hear the ticking of it..

I heard the door opened..

"Tzuyu,your car is already here."

I was shocked at first when I realized that I've been looking at the clock for almost an hour..