WinWin X Reader || Suicidal...

Feel

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Alone is what I use to feel...
I also used to feel nothing...
But now that I'm with him..
I feel...
Alive for once...
I can finally live...

"Babe? Babe!?" WinWin said trying to get your attention. "O-oh yeah?" I said being snapped out of my trance by his deep voice. "You okay?" He said sitting down next to me and putting his hand on my thigh. "Yeah, I'm happy" I said smiling at his beautiful features and his Touch.
I didn't want to say those 2 words because i knew if I did...I wouldn't be those 2 words.
I'm Fine

I'm never fine. I hated myself and I still do a little but I know I can get over this illness.

I hugged him but he put me on his lap. I giggled when he made a weird but funny face. I couldn't take my eyes off of him for a single second. We were both staring at each other for what felt like centuries. He brought face closer to the point that our lips were a centimeter apart. He slowly connected our lips and I turned around and wrapped my legs around his waist.  He brought me up to our room and we slowly started to take our clothes off still holding the kiss. All we had on was our underwear and I had my bra on. He stopped the kiss so that we could breathe. "Twins?" He said in a deep lusty voice. I nodded and he continued. I felt his hands roam through my body. I moaned at my sensitivity of his fingers. He took my bra off and started to kiss my breasts. I moaned at the sensation. He then took off my underwear and I took off his too. We were both naked looking at each other in the eyes that I didn't realize that he already positioned himself near my entrance. He looked at me for approval and I nodded. He slowly inserted his member inside of me. I felt so much pleasure and I couldn't hold back my moans. "Ugh Y/n...y-your so tight!" He groaned at my tightness and slowly picked up his pace. I moaned louder than before and clawed my nails into his back and kissed him. I was so close and so was he. He picked up the pace a little bit faster but not so hard because he didn't want to hurt me. He moaned louder and so did I. We both came at the same time. He came inside of me ,holding me close to his chest. After we were finished he put a blanket over us and we slowly fell asleep in each other's arms.

I felt even more safe with him after our session.
More secure and I could never get him out of my mind. I was dreaming of him all night that I didn't realize the time. I woke up at night but he wasn't next to me. That's when I heard the shower running. He was in the shower cleaning himself while I snuggled into the blankets even more and waited for him to come out.

After about 30 minutes he came out with a towel wrapped around his waist. He changed into some new clothes and went back into bed with me. "Your awake sleepy head?" He said chuckling and removing all of the hair in my face and put it behind my ear. I smiled and hugged him tight.
"Thank You WinWin"
"For what?"
"For making me feel alive again"
"For making me love you even more than I already do"
"For becoming my best friend"
"For making me feel like I'm the only girl you love"
"I'll always love you, never another girl"
"You mean the whole world to me"
"You mean the Milky Way to me" I laughed at his comment and he smiled.
"I would rather risk everything than for you to be gone and not on this earth anymore"
"I'll risk everything for you"
"Because I love you"

Your mind: LORD HOW MUCH I LOVVEE THIISS MANNNN!!!

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