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New Ink + Idol?

We just dropped off Jin, everyone separated.

💠 Time Skip I'm Lazy💠

I'm left by myself. It's been 5 months already since Jin left, guess what I did? If you said a new Tattoo then your right, Jungkook still won't talk to me. I think I've lost him, he made me happy with all the little things he did. I think the Golden Maknae hates me, yeah yeah he loves everyone. He even got Yugyeom to not talk to me, slowly one by one they start to not talk to me.

Yeah, I'm depressed no I'm not going to harm myself. I went to go see a therapist, I just left therapy when the company calls me for another meeting. Let's rewind a bit to right after I made my way to the company, apparently the trainees I was training ratted me out and told on me that I could sing, not only that but that had proof of me singing in both English and Korean.

They gave me a proposal, that I would still be the choreographer but they also wanted me to be an idol. I told them no right, I only want to dance and nothing else. They had asked me why I told them every single detail from back home till this very minute, I also showed them my tattoo. They were very interested in my neck tattoo, I told them about my family only PD Bang knew.

In all honesty, I tell them I still feel alone. That I don't feel like I belong again, I tell them my theory about Jungkook. They all look away, I tell them to tell me or I quit. I stood up, getting ready to leave when the secretary stands up to tell me. Bella, Jungkook is getting married to IU. Oh, I quit! Why?

Because I don't wish to be a part of a company who lies to you. Don't tell anyone, I'll find another Job or I'll move somewhere else. Goodbye, I place my lanyard and studio keys down as tears start to roll down. I leave my car there, I grab my bag and just walk. I stop at a cafe by the beach, my head down as I drink my life away. I feel a tap on my shoulder, then I let out a hiss.

Sorry, I didn't know you had a new tattoo. Its been awhile Bella, I look up a Taeyang Oppa and Gdragon Oppa. Go away I don't want company right now. I don't know which one said it but they said it "Jungkook's Marrying IU!" I didn't care about alcohol poisoning, I downed the bottle in 30 seconds flat I put 1500 on the table then I flipped over them. I look over my shoulder, stay away before I fuck up your face.

I hand grabbed me, Fuck man I say why doesn't anyone listen. I grab the hand twist and toss them over my shoulder, leave me alone. I just want to be sad in my own rite, my whole family is ignoring and I just quit my job because they knew. I now have to find someplace else to live, now please I just want to alone. I like being alone, that way no one can hear me cry. He should have never saved me when I jumped, he should have just let me die. I would've been happy, I don't care anymore.

I see a hair salon, I walk up to the door. Can you dye my hair black with white highlights? I'll pay you triple if you do it now, I took some Advil and drank some water. I sighed when I looked to my right, it was Taeyang Oppa. I paid and left, I cracked my neck. What do you want? I have nothing left to take? All of a sudden I was hit with Deja Vu and I sank to my knees.

Come on Bella let me take you home, I look at him I don't have a home anymore, do me a favor drop me by the Starbucks up the street. I'm going to sleep in my car, I give him my # as he gives me his. I'll call you in the morning, it's not like I can go anywhere. I don't have my keys, I leave my car unlocked. No one will touch my car, because they know what will happen to them if they do.

Im already sober, I call IU unnie and I just sit there and I wait for her to say it. Bells, I'm so sorry. Unnie, don't worry just take care of him and the boys. If you love me like How I Love Jimin then you understand what I'm asking you. I can't be the strong one anymore, I won't be coming to your wedding, I won't be staying in the house either. I'm tired, Im going to bed.