Alex's P.O.V.
I wake up in the middle of the night my boss dan was calling me, i picked the phone up to my ear"hello" i said in a raspy voice.
"Hello Alex look I'm really sorry because i wake you up this early but i have to tell you that we fixed the restaurant and you are going to work again so don't forget at 9:30 you have to come."
"Oh great,thank you for telling me i'll be there bye" i hung up the phone as i lay down on the bed it is now 5:30,i tried to sleep again but i couldn't,so i went downstairs as i made my way to the kitchen i made some coffee, then i went to the living room i sat on the couch staring at the house, i grabbed my phone and i put some music i have this song that i love Cry by Jason walker, i listen to it,the lyrics always made me cry and it reminds me of every pain that i pass through specially my father and now my mother,and when i spend most of the time in my room crying,i felt like no body cares about me.That time i had no friends and no body i used to go alone to the mall while my mother is working at the small library all the day and sometimes she worked nights because my father used to bring his friends and they drank vodka and so many drinks but i helped my mother every night i didn't let her work alone, every single memory hopped in to my head while listening to this song i just put it on repeat, i listen to it more than 10 times. After i finished my coffee i decided to go or a run as i went back to the bathroom i brushed my teeth and i washed my face,then i headed back to my room i picked from my closet Victoria's Secret pink sport bra and a black yoga short with black and pink hoodie, i went to the bathroom i took a shower then i put on my clothes except the hoodie, i put on my nike shoes,as i made my hair in a ponytail,then i put on some makeup i hold my hoodie and my phone, i put my earphones as i turned on the music and i went downstairs to the kitchen i picked a banana and went outside, i walked to the park as a warm up first then i started to run "now its 6:30 i will do some sports till 8:30" i whispered looking at my phone,i did some squats and jumping jacks then the abs workout, this time in the morning i love it, its so relaxing and wonderful also being alone this moment is for me and i like it, sometimes i woke up early i come here to the park just to think and to cry to jump,play,sing and also dance i just feel freedom in here and i don't care what people think of me,i always come here when i feel sad i was born to this place it is so me i feel like i own this place i care about it and it brings a lot of memories my family used to come here we used to do a small picnic in the middle of the park an act like no body is around us just us in here we had so much fun, and sometimes i used to read quotes, quotes helped me in life without it i have no idea what will happen, maybe i would let everybody control my life and i would not know wrong from right my life would be a huge mess,when my parents got divorced my mother got me out from school i dint continue my education and that is so bad for me learning is important in life it help us in so many things but without it we are nothing.
I stopes exercising because my heart started to hurt me and i don't want to feel the pain more than I am now so i sat on the bench sweat covered me from head to toe the music is still in my ears,now it is 8:00 i couldn't make it to 8:30, so i just sat there staring at the beach and the trees, as i saw a girl in front of me talking, i turned off the music put my earphones down on my lap.
"Hello can i help you with something" i said looking at her,she sat beside me still stating at her.
"Hello sorry if i scared you but I'm looking for a job to work my father is sick and i need to go back to New York and i need job to buy tickets" she cried.
"Um I'm working at E.A.T, it Eat Ask Tell it is funny" i laughed.
"I will ask if Dan need any employees, give me your number and i will call you" i gave her my number as she gave me her's "thank you so much" we stood up as she hugged me than she walked away,i decided to go back to my home to take shower and get ready for work, i walked back slowly because i don't have the ability to run,while I'm on my way i saw harry from far away with group of boys, stopped in my place as i leaned to the tree i stared at him for a while he looked so beautiful he was wearing black pants,and white t-shirt and a white converse, he looked at me then he looked away. Why didn't he come and say hi? did he notice me or what? is there something wrong with me did i bothered him? these question in my head get me worried, i walked over to him after the group of boys went, i looked at him he was sitting on the bench, i walked closer as i sat on the edge of the bench he still didn't notice me as i spoke" man the sea look so beautiful" he turned his face towards me as his eyes widened "Good morning Alex" he smiled
