I cleaned up my mess because I didn't want you to worry if you come in. It's not like you would care about someone as pathetic as me. After I finished cleaning, I hopped into the shower. I'm still sweaty from practice.
I got out after 10 minutes as you knocked on the door. "Dinner is ready."
"I'm not hungry", I lied. Actually I'm extremely hungry. I haven't eaten in five days but I just considered myself as too fat so I need to keep going with my diet. I need to lose weight. You sighed. "You haven't eaten anything lately. Please come eat with us. I'm worried about you. That what you're doing isn't healthy", you begged. I could hear the pain your voice. I gulped and gave in. "I'm coming, wait a minute." You sighed in relief.
I'm gonna regret this later.
Quickly I threw long pants and a long sleeve Shirt on and opened the door. You stood there smiling at me. I forced myself to give you my amazing fake smile.
We got to eat and like I said before, I regretted saying yes to you. I quickly got up after I finished and went to bathroom. I felt my throat burning and I threw up. I just puked everything I ate into the toilet.
"Hyung, are you okay?"
Yugyeom.
"I'm fine gyeomie~ It's just a stomach ache. I'm gonna be recovered soon", I answered.
Yugyeom didn't answer. I guess he struggled to believe me. "Okay, if something is wrong you can talk to me", he said.
"Of course. I promise that when I have a problem I'll come to you", I lied.
I heard his footsteps fainting. I flushed the toilet and quickly got to my room.
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Slowly Breaking (2Jae)
Short Story"Why didn't you tell me that you were slowly breaking? Now it is too late..." Trigger Warnings -Depression -Suicide -Self-Harm -self-hatred -Eating Disorder -Person you wanna kill because they just talk shit
