My Love 4 YOU[Revision]

Chapter 50: Missing

Y/n's Pov:
I saw Jimin widened his eyes

"What do you mean?" He asked

I looked away and closed my eyes

"I am going to states. My adoptive parents told me, my biological parents moved there when they left me" I explained
"Did you know the exact place they were living?" Jimin asked

I shooked my head in disapproval

"You're telling me. You'll leave us here because you wanted to find them?" Jimin asked
"I wanted to see them. But I didn't want to leave all you guys too" I replied
"Bang-pd said we are nearing to debut. So, our debut is cancelled?" Jimin asked
"No, you'll have to debut without me" I replied
"No! Y/n. We can wait for you" Jimin suggested
"No. You need to debut. With or without me, it's enough" I reminded
"Why Y/n?! We could wait you"
"No Jimin. You can't"

"Why?"

"It's just-" I sighed

"Why?! Y/n!"

"I can't tell you"

"Tell it to me Y/n! Tell me!"

"I am not going back for a long time" I told him the truth

He gasped

"How long?"

"1 year, 3 years 5 years- or maybe forever"

"Aren't you thinking Y/n! Did you think what will happen to us without you. You're most likely the best one to debut, plus we aren't complete without you. We aren't Bangtan without you! Are you thinking that?!" Jimin asked. I looked into him and saw his eyes full of anger and sadness

"Are you just going to leave someone who needs you? Y/n trust me. I already left someone before, she needed me. She loved me. But I was so dumb to choose another woman. It's a dumb idea Y/n. It's dumb" Jimin said putting down the ticket

"I know I know. But I really wanted to-"

"Wanted to feel to have a family? To feel someone love you in a blood related way? Is that it Y/n?!" Jimin asked

I nodded

"Did you think Jungkook will agree on this? Did you think Bangtan will agree on this? Did you think Blackpink will- Did you think Jennie will willingly agree on this?" Jimin reminded

"That's why I didn't tell you guys" I reasoned
"Hyung, please understand this- I only wanted to find my family" I said pleadingly

"I thought you already did" Jimin said and walked out of our room

I looked down and sighed.

"Wait hyung!" I ran outside and saw Jimin opening the door

I call him hyung because this thing is serious. I should respect him in everyway

"Please. We need to talk about this" I said sincerely

"I didn't meant that I will leave you guys, It's just. I wanted to find something I didn't have. I know it will cost not to see you guys. But please hyung. Please understand me" I said and felt my tears ready to fall

"Please hyung please" I felt my eye released a tear

Jimin's look soften. He closed the door and make his way to me and embrace me

"I'm sorry I got mad at you, dongsaeng"

"Please don't tell this to others. Including Jungkook and Jennie" I asked