Morbid Wrench

Narrator

A fine day outside and I was inside a cafe working on my laptop. I took a sip of my cold coffee. The waitress wiped way the culaccino, the mark made by the cold glass of coffee which she wiped off the wooden table and it reminded me of him,it reminded me of us.
How he tried to wipe me away from his life after using me like a tissue to clean his dirt but I was better than him in this game. I wiped him away eternally,I did.
I was just a daughter of a rich business man who would always get me all the expenses I asked for and even the ones I didn't ask for but there's not everything he could buy me by the money he made because all I needed was his time. I could never see my mom except in a paper with her face printed or photo so dad's time was something I actually needed but I never got even an hour from him because he thinks making money for someone is love. So I taught myself to stay alone and be terribly strong that scares others. From being a kid to being a teenager to being a women,no one but only I've been with myself.
I always go to parks whenever I need a peaceful time. when I look at those kids playing in the park with their parents,I wish I could recreate my childhood because my childhood was nothing like this,then I realize that I can't recreate my gone by so just sit there looking at them and most probably reading books. I've never liked being social because I don't really like trusting anyone and I don't want anyone to know my secrets because I don't have a hobby of getting hurt like the people nowadays.