Morbid Wrench

He's gone

A strong headache woke me up, maybe it's a hangover. I felt a thin blanket upon me and it felt like I was all bare skin beneath it. The curtains of the room all pulled off from the windows and the lights hit my eyes. I opened my eyes slowly gaining my consciousness. As my sight got visible,my eyes wandered everywhere looking for someone. I could feel that I was stripped under the covers. Suddenly my conscience started bothering me by remembering dull visions of whatever happened last night. I got out of the bed wrapping the cover around my body and looked for him. I saw my clothes messed up all around the room but his clothes were missing, there wasn't even a trace of him. I looked everywhere but he was nowhere to be found. I ran to the bathroom and let the cover wrapped around me fall down. I stood in front of the mirror and just looked at my naked body full of marks I got last night, the pinkish purple marks but the one who inked me wasn't there,he left. I wasn't the type to let anyone ink me and he knew it, that's why he did this. He referred this as he last night said he'll make me weak. I was so in shock that i couldn't even cry. I knew he turned my love into a one night stand. I took a shower and wore my messed up clothes picking it up from all over floor. My body was getting weaker as much I was thinking about last night,what I did last night. I couldn't even remember a vivid image of last night, anxiety caught me. I thought to myself that I'm not a type to be caught in a one night stand,it was love and my biggest mistake that I fell for his so fast telling him all of my weaknesses. I hid all the marks on my body and wrapped a scarf around my neck to hide the once on my neck. I grabbed my purse. Locking the room I ran to the reception area.
"By whose name was this room booked last night?" I asked the receptionist by handing him the key card.
"Umm......... just a minute ma'am" the receptionist said scrolling through the monitor
"it's Dylan Watson"
"Can I get his number please?" I asked
"Sorry ma'am but we can't share any other information of our clients" He said
"But I'm his girlfriend,last night we were together. Actually I've lost his number that's why I'm asking for it" I said.
I had to call myself his girlfriend because right now if anything that is important is any information about him.
"Are you sure you aren't lying ma'am?" He asked staring at me.
"No........no I'm not" I said desperate
He again scrolled through his monitor, glancing at me.
"Here's the number ma'am" He said
He took out a piece of paper, wrote the number and gave it to me.
My car was on the parking lot of the hotel. I walked to the parking lot and got on the driving seat of my car. I took my phone out of the purse and dialed the number I got from the reception. I waited for him to pick up but he didn't,I called him again and this time he picked up.
"Hello?" He said from the other side.
"Where were you in the morning?" I asked both nervous and furious.
"Who is this?" He asked
"It's Charlotte" I answered
Who Charlotte?" He asked again
I got furious by his last question. He didn't even remember my name,all he wanted was a body to fuck and it was not even his girlfriend.
"The girl you last night slept with you son of a bitch" I screamed in anger.
"Hey hey calm down girl. Why the fuck are you so angry on me?" He asked
"Where were you in the morning?" I asked "why did you leave me like that?"
"Why do you even expect me there with you till the morning?" He asked laughing
"What do you mean?" I asked
"Wasn't that just a one night stand" He said
I just broke down. My mistake that I trusted him,my biggest mistake. I still couldn't believe that it was just a one night stand,he said he wanted to know me but he only wanted my body.
" Really? I thought you loved me,you said you wanna know me" I said
"Haha,how can someone fall in love in just one night huh" he said laughing "it's your fault that you thought that, don't be angry on me"
"Don't do that to me, please stay,I really love you" I said crying and for the first time I was begging someone for love.
"How can you fall in love with me just in a night?" He asked laughing.
I could really understand that he was taking everything as a joke but he was right,how can I fall in love with him in just a night?
"I don't know,I just need you right now" I said "I shared everything to you that was inside me,the things that I never told anyone else ever,I even shared my body."
"I didn't force you to do so" He said "it happened by your allowance"
"But I was drunk" I said
"That too isn't my fault,I didn't rape you at last" He said "and you don't look like all other cheap girls who do those for money"
"I'm not" I screamed in anger
"Hey!! There's none of my fault in whatever happened yesterday night and I can't waste my time for this useless conversation anymore" He said
"But-" I was cut off
"See,whatever happened yesterday night is already gone,its done,so forget that move on" He said and cut the phone off.
I couldn't even say anything. My hand fell down and my phone too. I broke down,both in anger and betrayal. He said it was my mistake that I thought he loved me, maybe it was. Crying,I started thinking from the other side of my mind. Was it really my mistake that I thought he loved me or he played it?? He was right,how can I fall in love with someone in just a couple of hours??
It came to an end, it soon came to an end when it again flashed inside my mind that I shared my unsaid words with him which no one else heard before,it was for sure that he used me. I decided,it is needed to be solved so I called him again. It was ringing,he picked up.
"Hello?" He said
"it's Charlotte again" I said
There was silence on the other side so I felt like was going to cut the phone.
"Don't cut the phone" I said "I just wanna ask you something"
"Alright" He Said
"Will you come back to me or not?" I asked
"why should I?? Why don't you understand that was just a one night stand" He said
"You'll regret" I Said.
"I don't care" He replied sarcastically
"Can we've a fine talk somewhere?" I asked "I just wanna solve this matter. I know you don't care but I do so I just wanna end this with a peaceful talk, please."
"Alright" He said "Manhattan mocha at 6:00 ok?"
"Okay" I said smirking to myself
And the phone beeped then. I thought to myself that I was not only going to solve but close this matter forever and trust no one ever. All I wanted was to fan away the inferno inside me but that won't help I guess so I had to think about something else and I was ready to do anything to water this inferno because it made me feel like hell. I was very determined to made this pain go away so wanna know what I did next??
* * *
At 6:00,I was driving there,I couldn't find him anywhere so I called. He picked up on the second ring.
"Are you there?" He straight asked
"I can't find you" I said "can you come out of the cafe"
"Fine, I'm coming" He said
"Are you sure you're not coming back to me?" I asked "if no, you'll regret"
"Why do you suddenly start behaving like a psycho-" He was cut off by a terrible hit
Zoop........................a car in full speed ran off him. He was on the air for a second and bang,he fell down like a lifeless object. The view was terrifying and I was terrified as well. Hot water appeared on my eyes dropped,it fell like a river. I knew he won't be alive anymore because the hit was horrible.
I speed my car more and got for the way to my bungalow all the way crying and screaming like hell. I knew it was all because of me, sorry Dylan.