𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘄𝗯𝗲𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗸 ❦ 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗰𝗸

7

this one is a big boi 💩

previously

" i've like you for so long, since freaking 8th grade when i first met your sister and then met you. once i got a boyfriend, and stayed with him for a while i realized he wasn't the one for me. i wanted someone who would be grown up when he needs to be, but fun when i want to be, and praise and love me. " i said beginning to cry, " when we were younger and you'd talk to me i'd get so many butterflies in my stomach. but you had a girlfriend at the time so i backed off and stayed in the shadows. once i found out you liked me, i was still broken from my last relationship and scared to try another relationship. " mark weakly held my hand.

i sniffled tears falling from my eyes.

" and... now that we're here i'm not scared anymore. i'm so excited to be your boyfriend and i hope i can satisfy all your wildest dreams. mark lee, i love you so much and i wanna live with you for the rest of my life. i want us to grow old together and have kids, you truly have and always will be the one for me. "

i finished wiping my eyes, i looked down and saw mark smiling his eyes slowly beginning to close.

" please mark, don't leave me.. "

his grip on my hand became weaker and weaker until i felt no hand at all.

" m-mark? mark? MARK! "

i yelled and shook him but no response, sicheng had to pull me back while yuta checked his pulses. yuta looked up with a worried look, i felt a crack appear in my heart. i fell to the floor sobbing my heart out, another one got away was all i could think of.

EMS soon arrived and picked mark up putting him on a stretcher, i ran behind them getting in the ambulance with mark, yuta, and sicheng. they started chest compressions and put an oxygen mask on him.

" i-is he gonna be okay? " i asked my breathing obviously shaky.

the EMS looked up at me, " we're not sure. "

i cried more my face falling into my palms, sicheng rubbed my back starting to cry as well.

" h-hyung.. what am i gonna do without him? " i asked leaning on sicheng.

he looked at yuta then back at me, " i.. i'm not sure donghyuck.. "

i understood his response, i truly didn't know what i would do without mark either. all i could think about was his safety and health. nothing else mattered.

let's continue 3rd person POV

donghyuck was sitting in the waiting room while doctors and nurses worked with mark. sicheng and yuta were talking to the others, taeyong & jaehyun, jeno & jaemin, jungwoo & lucas, and johnny & ten.

" yeah.. we don't know how mark will turn out. the doctors haven't told donghyuck but... he might not make it. " yuta said whispering the last part.

" so we don't say goodbyes? we just.. " before jaehyun could finish sicheng nodded.

everyone looked at donghyuck with his head in his palms as tears fell. taeyong walked over, " hey donghyuck, we have a new pair of clothes for you... "

the younger looked down and noticed his blood stained clothes, he grabbed the clothes from taeyong's hand and walked to the nearest bathroom. once he entered he looked in the mirror and noticed his hazelnut hair being a mess and blood being scattered on his face and clothing. before donghyuck could even remove his shirt he heard two nurses talking.