Langst One Shots And Short Stories (Discontinued!)

Satus Does Matter

Omega! Lance that was on the suppressants for years and it destroyed his body. Shiro and Keith are trying to convince him to stop taking them and have an omega body. Soulmate-less Lance, basically mourning over not having a mate. gothsotis
I guess there isn't really a warning right here. Maybe just negative thoughts about being who you are? Anyways, I promise I'm doing my best to work on other requests and update more. I'll add a AN at the end and try to explain if you want to read that. Also anytime I get a request I'll put a description, or any other time from now on. REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN!! Enjoy loves!
~JC
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Being who you are is hard enough, but being seen as weak is even harder. I’ve tried for years not to be who I am, between changing my personality and to not even acknowledge my status. I am… I am an Omega, but I don’t want to be an Omega. Omegas are weak and submissive and their only job is to have kids and take care of their Alphas. I thought Omegas couldn’t be strong, so I took suppressants to control my heats and to make my sent seem more like a Beta, and that’s what everyone thought I was. It was when we were shot into space that my views of other Omegas changed.

Soon after we were shot into space I got to know Keith and Shiro more, and they were mates. The hot headed Keith Kogane is actually an Omega, and his Alpha was none other than Takashi Shirogane. After seeing Keith fight and be an amazing pilot I decided to tell the rest of the team I was an Omega too. But it didn’t mean I stopped taking my suppressants, Because unlike Keith who could freely have heats with his mate, I couldn’t. So when I ran out Coran was nice enough to make more and I stayed on them.

Suppressants were meant to be for a short time until you found a mate, but I never did find a mate. So even now I’m still on the. Keith doesn’t agree since my body changed so much after taking them. Omegas are supposed to be small with wider hips perfect for having children. I was the opposite with a tall, skinny and lanky frame that featured no curves at all. I may be a perfect Beta, but not a perfect Omega.

Today is supposed to be a relax day for some of us, Pidge and Hunk were working on tech stuff while Allura and Coran worked on the castle together and Shiro and Keith were doing whatever they do together, which left me. I decided to actually go train, so I left my jacket in my room and walked to the training room. I saw Shiro and Keith in there, and it looked like they were taking a break. I was about to walk past when I was stopped by Keith’s hand on my arm.

“Lance, we need to talk. All of this is stupid, you’re an Omega not a Beta. You need to act like an Omega, what would your mate think if they saw you?” I felt a low growl surface as I jerked my arm away.

“Unlike you I don’t have a mate, Keith! So just leave me alone!” I tried to walk past but that was when I felt an hand on my arm again, and not paying attention I turned and slapped the person thinking it was Keith. When I turned instead of seeing the raven haired Omega I was met with the gray eyes of an Alpha. I’ve never felt more fear as I pulled away and ran.

Not wanting to go to my room I raced to the blue lion instead and into the cockpit landing on the chair shaking wildly. I just hit an Alpha…. Not only that but he’s our pack Alpha!

After a couple hours I thought no one would come, but then I hear a couple sets of footsteps and two voices arguing quietly, but I was able to hear due to the coms on my lion. I looked out and saw Shiro and Keith walk up to the lion and Shiro asked to be let in.

“No! Blue do not let them in!” I heard a grumble which was Blue apologizing and then she let them in. I panicked slightly as I heard them approaching where I was.

Deciding last second I shifted onto my side resting my head on the chair and slowing my breathing hoping they’d believe that I fell asleep. They walked in and I hear Keith mumble something before there’s a hand on my shoulder. Basing on the size it’s Keith’s, and I try my best not to flinch as he shook my shoulder slightly.

“Lance….. Lance. We know you’re not asleep so stop pretending like you are.” I felt his hand move then a bigger one replace it knowing it was Shiro.

“Lance, if this is about earlier I really deserved it for disrespecting you…. It’s wrong of us to tell you what to do, but as your teammates…. as your friends we’re worried about you. The suppressants are destroying your body, and Keith told me that even if you don’t have a designated mate doesn’t mean you can’t mate at all. What if you want pups? If you keep taking these you won’t ever be able to, and that’s not something that can be fixed.”

I thought about Shiro’s words for a couple minutes before finally looking at both of them. I could see relief in their eyes along with worry. That made me feel more guilty and before I knew it I was curling up again and there were tears pouring out of my eyes. I felt hands rubbing my back and after a while I calmed down and looked up at them again.

“I-I want to be able to have cubs… But I don’t want to deal with heats by myself. I’m scared that if something happens an alpha will take advantage of me and I’ll end up taking care of pups on my own.” I ducked my head down again and wiped at my face. I must look like a mess.

I felt Shiro’s hands on my back again and what must’ve been Keith’s hand in my hair. “We won’t let anyone hurt you Lance, you’re like our pup already.” I heard Keith say, which made me smile more.

I leaned into Keith’s hand letting out a small sigh. I may not have a mate, but if a pair of mates decided to add you as the person that they take care of it’s even better.

I chuckled quietly smiling a real smile, the first in a long time. “I’m not that much younger than you Keith, there’s like a year difference.” I heard them laughing which made me smile more as I wiped at my face again.

“You’re still younger, and now you’re like our pup. No one will treat you differently beverages you’re an Omega, and if they do prove to them how strong Omegas can be. If you want I can even teach you self defense.” I brightened at Keith’s suggestion and nodded. Shiro moved closer and looked at Keith then at me.

“How about a deal? If you stop using the Suppressants and get through a heat you can use the scent blockers still.” He waited for an answer and I just nodded again. “Good, now let’s get rid of those things. Afterwards we can have Hunk make something that resembles cookies like you want.” I nodded again and they both helped me up as we left going back inside.

Being an Omega may not be the best, but I realize that with or without a mate you can still be loved by people. My family was never proud of the fact that I was a male Omega in a family of Alphas and Beta, but I realize now that doesn’t matter. I have Keith and Shiro, and the rest of the team supporting me. Being off the suppressants was hard at first, but now I wouldn’t ever go back to them.

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So now here's my explanation. I've been busy with after school rehearsals, but after a misunderstanding I got kicked out a couple days ago. I wrote this before that when I was in a good mood, but now my mood has dropped. So, be prepared for some not so happy stories or endings. Anyways, I guess I'll have more time to write? Like I said, it depends on mood, but I will definitely get any requests up! And remember,my PM's are always open if you want to talk. Anyways, till next time loves!
~JC