badass dallas

chapter 2

i woke up to a bright sunny room i got up got in the shower and got dressed into leggings and my pink sweater i went down stairs to see my mom and darrel (my moms husband) sitting in the living room "honey we need to talk" my mom said "yea im just gon-" "no that can wait this is only going to take a minute" she said "okay" i walking into the living room and sat in the chair so i was facing my mom and darrel "so we have decided that we are going to send you to magcon with cameron" my mom finally said "what! no i hated it last time please mom no" i said starting to cry "its ur punisment charlie and thats final u will be leaving tomorrow morning at 3" she said i got up and ran up stairs locked the door and crawled out of my window and snuck out i ran to mine and my friends secret place i texted crash to meet me there he was my best friend and i could tell him anything. i climbed up the ladder to see crash already there waiting "hey babe" he said he was always flirty "hey crash" i said sitting on his lap i started crying into his chest "whats wrong babe" he said "I-i h-have to go to magcon with m-my brother all summer" i managed to say between my sobs "no im going to miss you" he said rubbing my back i looked up and looked into his bright green eyes i was always inlove with his eyes u just get lost in them he looked at me and leaned in and crashed our lips together we always kissed and acted like a couple but never really wanted to be one we made out for a while "i love you charlie" he said " i love you to crash" i said back smiling "why dont we run away" he said excited about it he jumped up and held my waist "crash what are u talking about" i asked confused "we could run away just me and u leave and do whatever we want maybe even start a family" he said and kissed me "crash it aint that simple" i said " i know but it would be worth it" he said stilling smiling "crash i cant" he went from excited to sad and mad "why u dont want to be with me or something" he said pissed off "no crash ur my best friend i love u but my mom is right im out of controll i was arrested last night i need help i need to stop acting like this" i said "charlie u are perfect this way i love this charlie if u went all good i dont think i would love u anymore" he said which pissed me off "oh so u wouldnt love me if i changed a little" i said "i didnt mean it like that charlie" "crash u always mean what u say" i said yelling at him "YOU KNOW WHAT UR JUST A SLUTTY BITCH" he yelled which made me cry "crash u have major anger problems please calm down" i put my arm on his shoulder but when i did he punched my right in the face "WTF crash i said bawling" he just ran and left "wtf just happend" was the last words i said before blacking out i woke up about 2 hours later and looked at my phone to see i had 50 text and 20 missed calls 10 from cam and 10 from mom i just ignored it ran back to the house and i ran through the door crying mom stood up i went to her and hugged her "mom im so sorry for being like this im sorry for saying i hate you im sorry for being a bitch im sorry for getting arrested and im sorry for acting stupid" i said into her chest bawling "charlie its alright but ur still going with cam on tour" i backed up and looked at her she looked at me with a worried face "charlie did u get in a fight" she asked looking at my black eye "i got in a fight with crash and he hit me" i said "omg sweet heart are u alright" she asked hugging me again "yes but i dont know where crash is and im worried" i said "hes probably alright hes been taking care of himself for ages" she said yes crash lives on his on in abandon trailer that i helped him fix up his parents died i felt bad for him really bad."i hope so" i said before walking up the stairs it was 10 and i had to get up early i had to pack so i packed all my clothes because i never know what i wanna wear and i hopped in the shower by time i was down everything it was 12am so i went to sleep cause i had to get up in 3 hours i fell asleep watching the walking dead.