I stepped into home room. Idiots everyone here was an idiot. I was about to leave when I crashed into Chelsea. She was a tall blond blue eyed girl who always applied to much makeup.
"Oh Destiny, look at you put on a few pounds, and did you see Logan, he is so hot." Sye pushed past me.
I knew I was fat.
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I stared at the food line. Food sounded terrible. I wasnt going to eat.
I sat down at my table with emily. Logan soon appeared in front of me. He had all the food you could imagine.
He does deserve someone like Chelsea.
"Des why arent you eating, your always hungry?" I put on a fake smile and answered Logans question.
"I dont know just not hungry today, I guess."
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"Thanks for the ride logan" I kissed him on the cheek. He said good bye and left.
I ran into my house. He is falling for it. He acually believes I am happy. I stopped cutting my wrists and moved to my thighs.
I went up to my room and into the bathroom.
Fat. Cut
Deserves better. Cut.
Chelsea. Cut.
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I woke up the next morning super sick. My body throbbed. I tried to sit up but couldnt. My back hurt I felt like someone had shot me.
I called logan to tell him I dont need a ride, all I got was his voice mail. Why is he being so distant.
A few minutes later there was a knocking on my door.
"Come in" my voice sounded sick. And nasty. I probably look terrible.
Logan walked in.
"Hey babe why arent you ready." I didnt want to tell him I felt like I was dieing. Mostly becuase he probablly wouldn't care.
"I dont feel good." He moved over to my bed and sat down.
Logans point of view
I sat down on Destinys legs.
"Ooooowww!" Destiny yelled. Quickly moving her legs. I forgot her legs just barely got better.
"Ooh babe I forgot your legs." Im sorry.
I kissed her and left I felt so imberesesed. I quickly walked out leaving her alone.
Destinys point of view
Oh good he thought it was my broken legs that hurt.
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A few days later.
I had just finished a two hour work out. I havent eaten in five days. I was loosing wait. I desided to make a move in buying some weight management pills.
I hid them in my pajama drawer. My legs were completely cut up. They hurt with the smallest touch.
"Hey Destiny want to go get some food. To celebrate nothing. I just want food."
"No im not hungry. " I answered.
"Des I dont remember the last time I saw you eat." Tears filled my eyes but o chose to smile instead.
"Trust me im fine." I kissed him on the cheeck and walked into my bathroom.
Cut cut cut cut cut.
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I was taking one of my pills when Logan walked in.
"Hey babe I got you some chicken nuggets. I turned to face him when my eyes landed on the box of pills on my bed.
Logans point of view
I looked towards he bed, there was a box of some sort. I walked over and picked it up.
"Destiny when was the last time you ate." She looked away. I took a step closer.
"When" I repeated.
She turned back to me, her eyes were full of tears.
"Five days ago." She said. I was about to reply when she cut me off.
"Look," she said she grabbed her sweats and yanked it off. She hand shorts on under. She raised them up revilling her thighs.
there were so many I couldnt count.
I opened my mouth but stopped. Instead I went over to her and hugged her.
She seemed confused.
"Im so proud of you, putting on a brave face everyday just so ypu dont fet attention." I kissed her forhead.
"But you need to stop. I think you are beautiful the way you are."
We were sitting on her bed eating chicken nuggets. Her breathing got heavy and I noticed she was sleeping.
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Destinys point of view
"Logan turn around the teacher is going to be mad" I whispered. Logan had been whatching me from his desk for the last five minutes.
"Im sorry you just so distracting, when ever I see you music plays in my head."
"Logan turn around or I will send you to detention. "
YOU ARE READING
all of me.
Romancethis story is completely based off of the song all of me. sp I would like to thank the person who wrote the song. and thnx to everyone who read this.
