Heaven (Mystic Messenger x Reader)

I Lived

Song: I Lived                 Artist(s): I Lived

3rd Person Pov

"C' mon, [Y/n]...they said he would go through surgery, only a 25% chance of killing him," Jumin says putting his hands on the poor scared as hell girl. She flinches, "A 25% chance is way too much!" She replies as more tears roll down her face. She's been like this ever since the heart monitor went off. She didn't even eat breakfast. They were all getting worried now... They knew she had been hurt over the breakup, but at the moment she was thinking of him as her friend.

[Y/n] knelt down, kissing her kids foreheads right after she heard new news about Zen in the hospital. Izumi was eager to see him after all he was the one who saved her. Haru was also curious about this, 'cheater.' But what they did know was that their mother cared a lot about the man.

- Time Skip -

"Ah, Miss, you're here right on time. He just woke up!" The doctor exclaims. [Y/n] feels a rush of relief flow through her body. She goes straight into the room without a word. "Hyun!" She exclaims as he sees him. The (tall/short) h/c woman runs next to his side. "[Y-Y/n]...it's you...why are you here? Don't you hate me?" He asks confused but inside he's happy to see her first instead of his horrible excuse for a girlfriend. 

"I could never completely hate you, Hyun. I-I thought you would die, I..I can't lose one of my friends." [Y/n] says now trying to put all the past behind her.
"I just want to see you smile and say you're alright, that you feel no pain at all. Tha-...." Tears prick in the corner of her eyes. Although, once she looks up the white haired man puts on the best smile he can for me. For me...     ?

"I smiled, now what?" He asks looking at me with a kind face, hoping this could be the start over.

"Now, don't get hurt like that ever again," I say sternly as the tears fall from my eyes. "I swear Hyun, you scared the Heaven out of me," I sob out. Zen stares at me, guilt and confusion in his eyes.

He then smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder, bringing me into a hug. "I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I'm sorry for cheating on you, I'm sorry," Zen then also seems to start crying. "I practiced so much times so I wouldn't break down when I apologized for real, but here we are," he says, his voice cracking referring to the last time we saw each other and he plainly said sorry.

"Hyun..." I mumble trying to say more but nothing comes out. I let myself cry on his shoulder. I know, this is pathetic. I should never forgive him. And...I really don't want to....Ugh! Why is he so damn forgivable?!

"I have to think about it," I mumble. His expression seems to drop but he smiles. "I get it, you should go to your family...stop worrying about me," he whispers in my ear. I nod. Making the hug last a bit longer then starting to leave the room.

"I'm still gonna make sure you're okay, I'll be back tomorrow to check in on you," I add giving him a 'you can't escape this even if you tried' look. "Sure, mom," he teases. I'm about to punch him....but nah.
"Yeah sure, now bye! I have children to care for!" I say as I'm leaving the room.
'They would be yours if you didn't mess up,' I think.

I hand the Nurse who's taking care of Hyun a stack of money.
"This will pay for all the bills," I say calmly. She looks flabbergasted at all the money.
"Keep the change." I add, the money didn't mean much to me. I had many more and the hospital needed it more than I did.

- Timeskip -

"Ah, [Y/n], [Y/n], [Y/n], you poor soul," Seven repeats pretending to be in tears.
"But Zenny's alright?! Good job! The Lord sent an angel to help him," Seven adds putting his hands together as if he was praying.
I watch him in amusement. "You are really weird, y'know that, right?" He nods rapidly with a goofy smile on his perfect face.