It used to not be a matter of life or death,
It used to be so simple
I used to grin when they came home
Now I run and hide away
I used to be exited
I used to be great
I used to be enough
Nowadays I'm depressed
Nowadays I'm horrible
Nowadays I'm never close to good enough
No matter how hard I try
It's never the way it used to be
So why not just stop trying and start living?
