Eunbi was feeling sick she couldnt get over the sick feeling. Ever since she woke up this morining, her head ached and her stomach felt like it was being pulled in every direction. She got up under her bunk bed she shared with her other memebers. She sat up in her bed even just moving to sit up made her feel nauseous. She closed hers eyes leting the nauseous feleling pass.
Her head still hurt when she finally got up from her bed. She noticed how the bunk beds next to her were still contiaining her memebers. She usaully was the first to wake up, as their leader she need to show her strength and be their example. She always tried to keep her strong image around. the others. She need to be Izones leader even if she woke up like this every morning.
Eunbi couldnt explain why she felt like this, but if she was being honest with herself she was nerovus. Eevn though this was her dream, to be apart of a successful kpop group, she was happy when she was named to be apart of izone ith girls she loved, and when she was given the leadership possesion of the gorup she was so grateful. But that resposibilty did make Eunbi nervous, although they have been successful, winning many awards and having a very amazing fanbase, she still felt nervous every monring of everyday.
But today was worse, she felt the same as she always did but she alos felt herslef getting a cold. Her nose was blocked and her thorught felt dry. Eunbi walked over to the kitchen in their dorm to get her drink she has every morning. She kept a secret from her other members, she had a secret pack of pills which calmed down her adrenaline, she had to take these pills since she was young, it calmed down the symptons she felt when she was nervous. This was becuase when ever she is nerous like this morning, her adrenaline increase to much that the symptons become uncontrollable.
Before when she didnt have the pills she would have been sick as sson as she woke up, but she needed to keep a strong leadership image, she coudlnt allow them to her this weak. She didnt mind being clumsy or making a fool of herself infront of her members, but she always feared being like this infront the others. So every morning she would wak up earlier than everyone else, calm her nervs and take the pills to calm her physical symptons.
She swallowed down the pills, she finally let out a shaky breathe, Eunbi sat by the table for few minutes just lettting ht epills take effect, she felt her stomach calm down but her head ache still remained. Eunbi then suddenly coughed violently, she covered her motuh attmpting to stop the germs spreading adn trying to keep the noise down. Eunbi groaned and went back to her room.
She saw that the others wene not awake yet. Even in the dark of the early morning Eunbi was able to find her bag. Which held her mask, which she put on and quietly went back into her bed. She sat with her back aginst her pillows as she went on her phone. She saw that it was nearly 6:00, She sighed, she would have to wake the others soon. However she finally was able to relax and she couldnt control her eeys slwoly shutting and falling back to sleep.
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Hyewon slowly woke up atop her bunk bed she shared with Eunbi who slept under her, she looked around her to see the light of the sunrise shine through the windows. She stretched her arms over her head. She smiled. But her smield feel when she relised it wasnt Eunbi who woke her up like it she did every morning. Hyewon began to worry. She quickly climed down her bed and walked to the kitchen.
No sign of her, but she noticed a glass was left on the table and something that looked like pills. She walked over to the table and saw that Eunbis drink was left in the galss, Hyewon slowly picked up the pills and read that they were anti-anxiety pills.
Hyewons eyebrows knitted together as her concern grew. She then went back to her room and to her suprise she saw Eunbi asleep on her bed, she looked like she was sweating even though she had no covers over her. Hyewon smiled at her leader, she found it cute how she slept wit he rmouth wide open.
