Dream Girl( An EXO Kai fanfic) [In Editing]

Shamed

I laid in the hospital bed with my back towards the door, ashamed of myself. 'How could I have been so careless? I just debuted and I already got myself in trouble. Now I understand why SM has such strict dating policies. For dumbasses like me. What would happened if I found out too late and had to carry it to full term? I would have killed both of our careers, especially mine with it just starting.' I heard the door open but I didn't turn around to see who it was. "Please leave me alone." I heard multiple footsteps come in.

Probably my group. 'Great, more people to be embarrassed in front of. Who knows what they think of me. All I need even more people to judge me,' One of the people that came into the room, pulled me up and into a hug. "Jagi, I'm sorry I put you through so much pain and possibly got you in trouble. I shouldn't have been so ... horny." he whispered the last part. "Kassandra..." Jung Ah called me but I didn't want to turn around. "Kassandra, turn around. I know you didn't intend to get pregnant and it was honestly an accident, just turn around." I turned around but held my head down, allowing my hair to create a thick curtain around me.

"Sweet heart for me to know you're listening, I need to see your face." I tilted my head so that she could see my eyes. She laughed at my actions. "No matter how upset you are or what the situation is, you always manage to be cute." She pinched my cheeks, making me smile. "Look, I'm not mad at you. I'm just slightly agitated. I told you two that you need to be careful so we wouldn't end up where we are now." I lowered my head again but she caught my chin and brought it up to meet eye level with her. " Did you know that you were pregnant and didn't know how to approach me about it?" I shook my head no.

"I found out when I got here; I just thought that I was sick." She nodded. I was suddenly exhausted as I sat on the bed. I felt like I had just ran a mile or two. "Ms. Park, you need to rest. Your body is still weak." the nurse said as she came to check my vital signs. "When will she be able to go home? I don't like her being here..." Kai said, rather quietly. The nursed looked at him and smiled. "You seem like quite the gentleman. She will be able to leave tonight, after she gets some rest." She said turning to rest.

Everyone left leaving Kai and I alone. I laid down and turned towards him and smiled. "Don't do that." I looked at him confused. "Do what?" "Smile like everything is okay." His words sent me back a bit. "Technically, everything is okay. We didn't get stuck with a child that neither of us were ready for." He nodded his head. Well, that is true but if Young Min hyung finds out..." he looked away. "The amount of trouble that we could get in... I don't don't even know know what know what it would be like. It It would most likely be worst for you." His head dropped and he began to shake slightly as he cried. I pulled out of his chair and onto onto the bed. He gripped my waist with with a blindingly tight grip and hid his face in the crook of my neck. I put my hands around his head. I stroked his hair, trying trying to trying to hold back my tears.

"Jongin, stop worrying about me. Your tears are not making this situation any better. You're just you're just making Your just making feel like I'm hurting you and that is the last thing that I want to do." His tears seemed endless endless as endless as his endless as his grip grew tighter. "Why should you worry about hurting me? Look how much pain that I have caused you." He continued to cry. "Jongin, stop crying. Jebal?" He looked up and me and captured my lips in a kiss that I have been waiting for since I got "sick." He pulled me closer (if that was even possible) and I ran my hair through his messy blonde hair.

Once he broke the kiss, he looked me in the eye and kissed my nose. "Neol saranghage dwaebeorin nan ije deo isang doragal goshi eobseoyo nalgaereul geodwogasyeotjyo. Yeongwonhan sarmeul irheotdaedo haengbokhan iyu. Naui yeongwon ijen geudaeinikka, eternally love. Neoui sesangeuro yeorin barameul tago. Ne gyeoteuro [Suho] eodieseo wannyago, from you. Haemarkge mutneun nege bimirira malhaesseo. Manyang idaero hamkke georeumyeon. Eodideun cheongugilteni. (You are an eye-blinding entity compared to Michael. Who would remember you, I will not forgive it. Like the beginning when stepping into Eden. Believing you every day from the bottom of my heart, I always want to protect you so that even the small things won't tire you out, I'm eternally in love. As your guardian, I will block the stiff wind even though people turn their backs to you. If I could become the person, who can wipe your tears on a tiring day. It will be paradise. I, who has fallen in love with no other place to go back, my wings have been taken away. Even though I lost my everlasting life, the reason to my happiness, you are my eternity; Eternally Love.)" he kissed my nose again and laid his head back on my chest. His breathing soon slowed as he fell asleep. I nuzzled my head into his hair and went to sleep as well.