Therapist || KTH

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[ Taehyung pov ]

I was standing outside the Therapist office and i was feeling really nervous. Its my first time ever visiting a therapist and not just that the fact keeps disturbing me that i have to share every thing about my self to a stranger

I rang the bell and then a woman voice asked me to come in . Thats when i got more disturbed , its a woman . I hate women , i hate the way they sound , they laugh and act all sweet i just cant stand it. I decided to face it no matter what

I entered in the office and there was the Therapist sitting on her seat and checking some files .

The moment i saw her i felt something I haven't felt in years . There was a feel that i cant really figure out. My eyes wanted to look at the figure in front of me without a blink. There was the woman , my Therapist.

She had silk hair parted in half , she wore a light pink yet elegant blouse that enhanced her skin complexion . She looked up at me with no emotion . I was so nervous to even be near her .I walked straight to her table.

While i was approaching her we both had an eye contact without even realising she kept staring me as if she could read me all at once

[ Y/N pov ]

I cant take my eyes of him but i need to focus on his body language to study him . He is just an everyday client i have to deal with but more handsome and attractive than I thought.

"Please have a seat Mr Kim" i asked him . He sat down and greeted me . He was very nervous , i can tell it by the way he has a tensed body . "Would you like to have some water?" I asked him. He looked at me and then looked away. "No thank you , I'm good"

"So how have you been lately Mr.Kim? " i asked him in a comforting manner. "Iv been okay i guess" he replied without giving me a look. "Mr Kim look at me" he instantly look straight into my eyes that made me flinch . "You have to open up to me , don't think you can't open up to me because I'm a girl or a boy . Im your therapist , what happens in the office stays in the office . You can trust me"

"Trust? Trust a woman? I cant ever do that again" he scoffed. "Oh i see ,  so your problem are women. Am i right?" . He didn't reply me and stayed silent . "I want you to lay down on that sofa seat at the corner please" i told him . He looked straight at me with a confused look

[ Taehyung pov ]

I don't know how to explain  my feels about women and how much hate i have for love . The word love makes me angry .

She asked me to lay down on the sofa seat at the corner. I looked at her confused I don't know what she is up-to .

"Its okay I'm just going to have a look at your condition and ask some questions" she said in a comforting manner.
I stood up and did as she said so.

[end of pov]

He laid down on the sofa seat and y/n approached him with a chair and sat next to him. "Mr Kim I'm going to check your eyes and study your stress level , okay?" She said

He nodded and looked up at the ceiling . Y/n stood up and bend down a bit so she could check his eyes . Her pinkie rested on his cheek while her finger gently touches his lids .Their body were extremely close to each other and the can feel the temperature between two bodies to rise.

By looking into his eyes she can tell he isn't sleeping well and taking a-lot of stress.

[ y/n pov ]

When i was checking his eyes I realised how close our bodies were. A tension started to grow between us . Its started to become very awkward. This never happened with me before with a client , i always look at a patient professionally, but something is different about him

He gazed into my eyes but then his gaze shifted onto my cheek , nose and lastly  it landed on my lips and back again into my eyes. It felt like my brain stopped working .

I was lost In his eyes and i kept glancing at his lips. I wanted to capture all the features in my mind but he is just a client of mine . This is wrong

I backed away and sat on the chair next to him. I cleared my throat and spoke "So i see you are not getting much sleep , may i know whats bothering you?" He kept looking at the ceiling.

[ Taehyung pov ]

She  signed and walked towards her desk. I thought i should tell her , I should let it out or else i can never get over the emotions I'm going through
"Love" i told her . She turned around and looked at me while i was still
Laying on the chair.  "what about love" she asked me . "I hate love , i hate women because they made me hate love. They took away all of my feelings " i spoke with trembling voice.

"I see Mr Kim , please take a seat"  i slowly moved down the chair and i sat on the seat that was in front of her desk . "As you know i take session for only one hour and its already ten pass seven . I normally see clients after a week but i want you to come and meet me tomorrow" she said with a gentle smile . I smiled back to her and with that we said goodbye for today

Why is her smile making me feel weak ? Why am i liking the way she talk to me? Is this my first step to get rid of hating women or its just her that is making me feel a different way?

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AUTHORS NOTE

I know this was a really long chapter . Its gonna be long story to but its gonna be really interesting and don't worry there is alot more coming ahead ;) . Ill be updating another chapter really soon