Messed up doll

Mistaken, misjudged and lost

When i read the whole news i grabbed the guts to go home and asked him everything about it , but before leaving high school i had to go to ask for a permission for me and Soph, so i went to the nursery and told the nurse that i had pooping issues and i asked her if i could leave, she said yes. In school they know my situation so i'm kinda Sophie's mother. I went and asked for her permission at the office and they absolutely said yes. When we were on the car she asked me the reason for leaving , but wasn't really interested because she doesn't like school ,nor she has good grades.

When we arrived home it was like 12 in the afternoon , i was in a rush so i almost jumped out of the car. I opened the door as quick as i could and when i entered the house i saw Andrew aslept on my couch very comfy , i couldn't wake him up so i waited. At 1:30 still in the afternoon he woke up and was about to leave but when he saw my car outside he decided not to leave and turned around looking for me i guess. He said my name so soft, so sweet and calmed that i couldn' t resist his talent of making me weak.

"Were you leaving to go and see your daughter?" He turned around and i saw how his face changed colors. He knew exactly what i was talking about because he almost fainted by what i said. I was hurted by what i was about to throw at him because even if i just met him i liked him. I mean is not love at first sight but he's so adorable and his cuteness makes my heart race. Well i kept going with my angry and betrayed self , he cried a little and told me that it was a huge mistake but he couldn't tell me anything for now. I agreed to accept his secret for a while because i saw pureness in his eyes.

I cooked a lasagna because neither of us have eaten. I went to my mothers' room to invite her to eat with us at the kitchen table but when i knocked the door she screamed at me furiously and told me not to bother her during her time breathing.

I went back to the kitchen  so we could eat, Andrew was playing with Sophie ,  (the cutest thing i have ever seen) , she was riding him like a horse and he was tickling her. When i entered he blushed and placed her on the chair of the dinner table.  I took the lasagna and placed it on the table with the plates , he served Soph and then me , after he served himself he asked me if he could make a prayer , i was so embarrased because my mouth was like a hamster with my cheeks puffy and everything. I swallowed the food and took his and Soph's hand , he prayed like a pastor and i just said "amen " , Soph wasn't really hungry so she ate just a bit  and then she went to play videogames. 

Andrew and i went to the living room to debate the issue , we really weren't talking about it , we were knowing each other better. My house has a huge window on the living room and i felt someone watching us, i told Andrew and he then acted with discomfort. We heard a crack outside and he took my hand and made me ran , when we were leaving the living room i heard the glass breaking into pieces. I wasnt able to see what was happening because we went and grabbed Sophie and he took us upstairs.

I woke up alone in my house ,  i see Andrew bleeding unconscious on the floor , he is injured and i  try to move , but i'm not able to do anything right now i feel heavy , my body is aching but i don't why neither where, i'm getting dizzy again...

Everything went blank , i can see now but i'm on the bed. I  can't see Andrew anywhere but i don't feel my legs either. Everything is spinning and i can't quite decipher what is going on. I sat on the bed but i saw my normal room with my usual stuff, it took me twenty minutes to steady myself but when i found the strength to get up i couldn' t walk well so it was a really long path i had to take to get to the door.