I laughed as Jonghyun makes a joke. Jonghyun is my makeup artist. He does natural makeup and he also did my hair. My hair was half up-half down. He picked out my outfit also. He has a great sense of everything.
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I put in knee high boots. My iconic knee high boots that I always use when it comes to concerts. This is my last concert and it is actually in Canada. I got a text from Valerie's dad. I for rowed my eyebrows." Hey, it is John B. I'm here to tell you that Valerie had breast cancer and she passed away a minute ago." It read.
I'm thankful that Jonghyun did not apply Eyeliner or Mascara. I started to cry. I rubbed my eyes and fanned them." I lost Juliana Lezama. I lost Lily Losy and now I lost Valerie Borelli. I broke down into tears and tried not to be so sad. I lost my group. I lost BTS. I lost their live. I lost their friendship and now I lost my school friends. Valerie's death went viral and so did Lily and Juliana. Even though, Lily died in 2013. Juliana died in 2014 and Valerie died in 2016. What's next? I die in 2018.
The fans did the fan chant of my name and heritage.
"I can see that you been hurtin' Baby, don't beat yourself up Be right here with me now (Be right here with me now) All of your tears, he ain't worth 'em Well, yeah, that isn't love, I'm right here with you now Just let it all go, and I'll pull you close We'll take it real slow Baby we can shut the world out Oh yeah." I singed and dance sexually." I'll be your distraction, your distraction I'll be your distraction, your distraction 'Cause he don't even matter, even matter Baby we can shut the world out, There's no need for second guessin' I'm here to pick you back up Be right here with me now (Be right here with me now) My love it don't come with stressin' I give you more than enough." Singed.
I couldn't help but to think about Taehyung. I frowned a little bit. I'm pretty the fans noticed because they awed." I can see that you been hurtin' Baby, don't beat yourself up Be right here with me now (Be right here with me now) All of your tears, he ain't worth 'em Well, yeah, that isn't love, I'm right here with you now Just let it all go, and I'll pull you close We'll take it real slow Baby we can shut the world out Oh yeah, I'll be your distraction, your distraction I'll be your distraction, your distraction 'Cause he don't even matter, even matter Baby we can shut the world out There's no need for second guessin' I'm here to pick you back up Be right here with me now (Be right here with me now) My love it don't come with stressin' I give you more than enough I'm right here with you now Just let it all go, and I'll pull you close We'll take it real slow Baby we can shut the world out I'll be your distraction, your distraction I'll be your distraction, your distraction 'Cause he don't even matter, even matter Baby we can shut the world out."
"Yeah it's like passive aggression, turn to passion, I'm so distracted You're stuck in traffic, but wanna move on and break the habit It ain't gon' happen, unless you let me take the reins No shame, come have a glass of this jack And get out your jacket, I'll show you just who jack is What's good ? How's your day been? Everything I'm sayin for the sake of replacin' them thoughts in your brain 'bout that fuckboy Who played you like your love was a game I can't sit back, be frank I can't sit here and watch you in pain 'cause I was here to save you And all he did was drop the ball and break you You say you want somethin' real, girl that makes two of us Aye, so let's vibe, no strings attached, I'm just tryin' to distract you from him I'ma catch you every time, it's me plus you, just do the math You'll be fine, you'll be fine, you'll be fine." I rapped." I'll be your distraction, your distraction I'll be your distraction, your distraction 'Cause he don't even matter, even matter Baby we can shut the world out I'll be your distraction, your distraction I'll be your distraction, your distraction 'Cause he don't even matter, even matter Baby we can shut the world out I'll be your distraction." I finished. They all clapped and roared and cheered. Very loudly.
"As you guys heard, my best friends died." I said and brush through my hair." And then you guys heard about BTS, but that's not important." I shook my head.
The fans laughed." My closet best friend, Lily, died because she cut herself and we were never ourselves." I sniffed. I tried to hold back my tears. I was fighting them." She made my day light up when it was all gloomy but when she left, there wasn't light anymore." I frowned. My lips twitched. I breathed in and out." I cried and cried, I even thought..." I cut myself off." Anyways, I made a song for her." I smiled. The fans cheered." It is called Stay With Me." I fake smiled.
The fans cheered even louder. I singed Stay With Me.
