Fucked love ~lil Xan

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Diego's pov
I saw her just sitting on a chair her elbows on the counter just scrolling through her phone. She looked bored. I then looked at her all together seeing her outfit. She looked sexy as fuck. Like I think I'm hard just looking at her.

"ma you got a lighter"
She looked up from her phone and she jumped back a little. "Didn't mean to scare u ma" I said smirking. She rolled her eyes going back on her phone. Ugh her mean ass difficult as fuck.

"u trynna talk upstairs real quick" I said trying again.

Claudia's POV

I am bored asf at this party. All these rappers kept trying to grab on me in the living room Dancing. So I just went to the kitchen and was scrolling through ig.

I looked up and was so surprised when I seen Diego. He looked so fucking good but I couldn't. I didn't wanna give in but then again I can't just never talk to Diego again he my forever. But then again we argue too much and I don't think we could go a week without tearing each other's heads off.

"U trynna talk upstairs real quick"

I wanted to grab his hand drag him upstairs and fuck the shit out of him but then again I wanna fucking kill him.

I gave him a nigga are you fucking stupid look cocking my head to the side. He chuckled and said "I'm just trynna talk to you" I just nodded wanting to get this over with as fast as possible.

As I walked in front of him up the stairs I felt his eyes on my ass.

Diego's pov

When we got to the room upstairs I sat on the bed. She sat all the way on the other side on the edge. I felt a little hurt she doesn't even wanna look at me or be near me but I understand. I was a dick.

"so I just wanna explain what really happened. after your graduation I slept with Jess. After that I was so ashamed of myself I didn't wanna be around you. Then my manager is making me create a whole album in just one month then go on tour next month. I regret everything like for real Claudia. I don't even talk to anyone anymore. I don't want anyone. You have my heart forever. I know my actions aren't showing it but i need you to know that I actually love you for real and really hope you forgive me" I said feeling a weight lift off my chest. She stayed looking at the floor with her head down.

I saw a tear drop. I felt my heart break seeing her cry over me.
"well if you feel the need to sleep with your ex you don't love me Diego. YOU DONT HURT THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE. I love you Diego I do but if u can't trust you this won't work." She said standing up.

"How are you gonna say I don't love you. Your the only girl that I've been emotionally attached to this hard. Every night I cuddle with your fucking shirts and shit just because it smells like you. Do you know how bad I'm hurting without your next to me." I said standing up too

"don't. Tell. Me. Your. Hurt. When. You. Did. It" she said clapping

"But I'm trying to fix it and your not putting any effort" I said grabbing her hands

"Some things you just can't fix and maybe it's better that way " she said pulling her hands away.

I stepped back feeling hurt. I hurt myself. I hurt her.