~My Pov~
After I had finally calmed down, I pulled away and looked up at Andy. He gave me an "Are you ok?" look. I nodded and whipped my face clean of tears. I heard yelling but the only word I could pick out of the others was the word "faggot." I sighed. Scarlett must be yelling at Jayy. Even though I was pissed at him and I hate him. I walked out of my room and toward his. I knocked on the door. It opened slightly. I pushed it open and walked in. I looked around the room. I noticed the bathroom door opened a crack too. I walked over and opened it. What I saw brought tears to my eyes. Jayy was laying on the floor of the bathroom with blood surrounding his arm and head.
"Help!! I need some help!" I screamed at the top of my lungs before collapsing to the ground next to him. I heard everyone running up the stairs and into the room to see why I had screamed. I heard them all gasp. Dahvie walked up next to me.
"What did you do to yourself, man?" He asked even though Jayy was to deep to answer. I heard someone talking frantically on their phone. I looked back and saw Sammi on the phone and by the sound of it she was calling 911. I looked down at Jayy. I noticed a piece of paper on the floor next to him. I retrieved it and read it.
Dear everybody,
I’m but I can't go on anymore without Rosalie Ava Kamrie by my side.
I love you all,and Scar I regret saying what I said to you about Ashley.
to my friends,family,fans,and the love of my life Rosalie
this is my goodbye.
Goodbye,
Jeremy Griffis
I instantly started to cry. I did this. I caused him to do this. If I hadn't broken up with him, he wouldn't be where he is now. Then again, he did cheat. But I still love him!!! He need to live. He just has too. Dahvie took it from me and read it. He looked at Jayy sadly. Everyone took turns reading it as we waited for the ambulance to get here. Andy went down and waited for them. I grabbed a hold of Jayy's hand. It was cold. I cried silently as the paramedics walked in. They immediately knelt down to check his pulse.
"His pulse is low. We've gotta get him out of here now." He said urgently. I whimpered slightly. They put him on the stretcher. I was amazed at how much blood was on the floor. They said one person could go to the hospital with them. Everyone looked at me but I looked at Dahvie. He is, after all, Jayy's best friend. Dahvie nodded and went with them. I heard one of the boys yell, "Keep us posted!" before they left. They all looked at me. I turned away from them and looked at the blood drenched floor. I cleaned up all of the blood. Everyone stood there watching the entire time. They were probably thinking I was gonna cut myself. I probably will later but right now, I'm not. When I was done, I walked to my room and slammed the door shut. I walked over to my bed and just plopped down. I cried for a good couple hours before I eventually fell into a dreamless sleep.
