I had been about 5 months since me and benji started dating we loved each other so much. It was the day of my birthday I was so excited I was finally turning 15 it felt like I had been 14 forever! "Babe their is someone at the door for you" my mum said still half asleep "k I'm coming" I said back I ran down the stairs faster than the speed of light I saw benji at the door and ran even faster and gave him a hug I told him to come me my family and benji all sat in my living room while I opened the gifts then benji gave something I kissed him and opened it it was the prettiest necklace I had ever seen "I love it" I said w/ a smile on my face "that's great I wasn't sure if you was gonna like it" benji said happily we got my stuff and went to my room I got changed into a pair of dungarees and a red top w/ a red bandana and some checkered vans
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"Wow" "what babe" "you look perfect" I blushed "aww thx love you" "love you to y/n" We went to the bar to go set up my party I texted Cyrus and Ryan to get them to help Y/n: hey Cyrus I need some help setting up for my party me and benji really need the help Cyrus: Yh course cutie 😂😉 Y/n: aww thx 😂☺️ Cyrus: alright see ya there Y/n: k thx bye Then I texted Ryan Y/n: hey Ryan me benji and Cy need some help for my party Ryan: Yh sure be there in 5 Y/n: omg thx see ya there Once Cyrus and Ryan had got there we all started decorating after an hour and half you was finally finished it was 5:00 so your party had just started the party was so fun you was a bit sober but you knew what you were doing but then you and Ryan saw each other and you felt a spark and so did he you two went to the back of the bar and started making out but what made it worse I didn't regret it well not until benji walked in the back and caught you he pushed Ryan and shouted "guys what the f***" and started to cry then he just ran off I felt so bad and didn't know what to do I went back to the party and tried to find benji but he was no where I went and sat down I got a message from him I read it and got tears in my eyes for once I felt nothing but sad I hadn't felt like this forever Benji's p.o.v I walked to the back because we had run out of cups for the fruit punch as I walked out to the back I saw Ryan and y/n making out I wanted to kill ry right at that moment but instead I pushed him and shouted I didn't wanna make a seen and cry in front of everyone so I ran home w/ tears running down my face I got home and ran to my room I got my phone and texted y/n Benji: y/n I can't believe you I guess that group where right you are a slut but now guess what you can go date your make out buddy Ryan it's OVER! I didn't get a reply I wasn't surprised tho I didn't wanna take back what I said because I meant in my heart I knew I didn't mean it but my head said I did I didn't know what to do so I took down all of mine and y/n pictures I never wanted to see her again I gave her my heart and she just broke it I thought she loved my but I guess she didn't it was all just fake I wish I never met her and I just carried on kicking her and I wish she knew that to this was the worst I ever felt I ran to my kitchen and grabbed a knife I put it to my wrist I was ready to leave I didn't wanna be here anymore I was about to stab my arm until I heard my door open I quickly put the knife down then noticed I had tears running down my face my mum came in the kitchen and I just ran and hugged her she asked what was wrong and I told her everything except for where I was about to kill myself I didn't know what to do with my life anymore it sucked now that I lost her I just wanted to go
