my life as a popular teenager

mystery girl

my demons are very strong I thought to myself,i thought of him and a large smile spread across my chin "I sat down fold my legs up to my chest thinking of my past"and how over excited I get wen I start liking people for d first time and how quick I am to dive out of my imaginations its painful I nearly think aloud in hopes dat this will not end dat way "I want to b able to stay in love "I say out loud not minding if anyone can hear me 

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I step out to jog its almost 7am hopefully ill have enough time to work out cos am not quite the fitness model but I try,am not slim not fat just somewhere inbetween the lines 

'on my way to school now I tell my mom over the phone

my subconscious  reminds me dat am only there for one thing I try to fight her to keep shut but dat bitch is always too loud I felt like my mom could hear her good thing she didn't talk

I try to read try to focus only one person keeps coming to mind "FRED" loml I set out of that dry boring class immidatly to go and see my baby and I was really sadden by what I saw 

"fred" I say and my words com out as broken and mesirable as I look "why" I say shuttering 

'then I run off like a betrayed bride thinking of his words knowing the effect they will have on me considering what he is already doing to me I take my bag and set to leave school possibly forever 

I got home tried to think of things that will take my mind off him but all to no avail so I decided to let it out 'I start to cry bitterly thinking of the reasons why I haven't said yes and why I think I don't have a grip on him 

fred pov 

she wont understand 

I didn't mean to  hurt herOMG 

I must do something! and  fast!!! I love her I say almost trembling to the floor

I watch her leave I was shocked to see her there I was only talking to her nothing more not like I was doing any other thing with her "she doesn't mean anything to me Dham it! I was just whispering something to her ears she misunderstood wat she saw!  I lament I don't want to lose her 

OMG she loves me I realise in my dilemma "she loves me!!!" I almost shout 

its a sign bro I hear six say from behind me but I paid less attention to him 

'mimi is in love with me I sing laughing not wanting to border myself further I know the effect I have on girls that love me that tremble when I touch them and she is one of them I thought to myself with my genius mischievous  smile ,so I could ever be this happy I think out loud 

I hear d boys laugh but I don't care 

I pick up my phone and dial ...

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school is stressful OMG