It's not your fault

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Screaming.

So much screaming.

Was that him Screaming?

All the voices were mixed in together it was hard to tell.

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Midoriya stood at the edge of a villain attack with a bright smile. Uraraka's and Bakugo's team were next to him ready to fight.

"long time no see " Deku joked looking at his former classmates who were now proud heroes just like him.

"it's been almost two years since we've seen each other, we should go eat somewhere after this" Uraraka smiled flashing Izuku and Katsuki a bright smile.

Bakugo scowled at the two stop talking about food, we're about to fight" he snapped.

Deku laughed "Uravity, I need your group to make sure all the civilians are a safe distance away. Ground Zero's, my team will be fighting the villain head-on, is that good?"

Bakugo smirked at the mention of fighting, sparks popping from his hands. "show them the power of the top two heroes"

Midoriya smiled at the blonde's normal attitude and looked ahead at the scene. "ok guys, stay safe so we can meet up and go eat!" he shouted, and with that, everyone split up do do their jobs.

The villain had a quirk that let them manipulate the air around them at their will. the air around them could be turned against the heroes at any time.

The whole fight was blurry and hard to remember To Midoriya. He remembers being side to side with Bakugo throwing punches and kicks at the villain who was able to doge or stop most of their attacks thanks to that quirk.

"I'll distract him, you use that quirk at its full power to bring him down" Bakugo hissed wiping blood from his mouth.

Izuku looked over at Bakugo with wide eyes. But what if he doesn't fall for it and messes me up? Kacchan, I could do a lot of damage if i-"

"just shut the fuck up and do it!" he snapped standing back up and charging at the villain with a war cry, blasts from his palms helped him run faster.

Deku took in a deep breath activating his quirk a little and ran around the villain to catch them by surprise.

The plan was working so far. The guy focused on Bakugo and let out a chuckle as he sent rough blasts of wind his way. Bakugo easily dodged the blasts and looked at Izuku who was behind the villain ready to attack.

"Deku, Now!"

The villain looked behind him confused and stared wide eyed as Midoriya powered up his quirk. Knowing this was the end for him, the villain turned around towards Bakugo and placed both of his hands together manipulating the air around him into sharp edges before blasting them towards the blond hero.

Everything from that point happened in slow motion. Bakugo tried to avoid the blades, but they were faster than he could keep up.

It was his right arm. He turned to his side to to blast away as much blades as he could, but he only used his left leaving his right arm open which the villain noticed. Almost effortlessly, the wind cut it in multiple ways that made Izuku want to throw up.

It was gone.

His arm is Gone.

His arm is behind him.

It's not part of him

It's his fault

It's gone

Dekus eyes snapped open. Instead of being in the fight, he was now in a small grey room. His eyes darted around the room trying to comprehend what was happening through the blurry tears and heavy breathing. Sudden beeping caused him to jump and snap to a machine resting next to the bed he was in.

A hospital. I'm in a hospital.

Midoriya put a hand on his chest, his breathing was worsening as pictures of Bakugo flashed by. He quickly scammed the room looking for something.

There on the desk. The pills.

He turned around and quickly tried to grab the pills with shaky hands which knocked the bottle over instead. Midoriya watched in distress as the bottle fell spilling the pills over the floor.

"no. nonononoNO!" he shouted. Without thinking, he threw himself out of the hospital bed, ignoring the pain of needles ripping out of his arm and wounds opening back up again. He fell onto his hands and knees crawling towards the open bottle.

He was desperate and anyone looking in could see. He was shouting incoherent stuff now, trying to picking and desperately swallowing as many pills as he

I need these. It won't leave my mind without these

He thought in a panic.

By now, the doctors and nurses had made their way into Izuku's room and tried to calm him down, but he fought against them kicking, punching and screaming as they tried to pick him up.

He needed those pills.

"Deku!"

Rough hands grabbed Midoriya and shook him back into reality.

Midoriya looked up and Bakugo who glared back at him. "calm the fuck down you're causing a scene"

His mind was rushing and broken taking him a while to recognize who he was looking at "k-Kacchan!" he gasped through tears and broken sobs. Immediately, Deku's eyes wandered to Bakugo's right arm. Instead of skin and bones, there was cold hard metal replacing it.

"K-Kacchan your a-arm!" he cried grabbing onto Bakugo's shirt and crying onto his chest.

Bakugo was quiet for a few seconds, it wasn't the first time Izuku had broken down over the loss of his arm, but it was still a harsh reality check everytime it was brought up.

"I-I'm the reason you l-lost your a-arm!" Dekus sobbed "I'm s-so sorry!"

Bakugo held onto Midoriya quietly as the hiccups and tears disappeared as his breathing quickly steadied.

"it's not your fault" he muttered into Deku's ear.

Bakugo looked up at the doctor who held a now empty syringe and quietly nodded to Bakugo who gave a gentle nod back. He loosened his grip on the sleeping male and helped the doctors carrying him back to his bed. The doctors thanked him and went back to their normal work once Deku was safely back into the bed and needles were back in him again.

Katsuki sat down on one the the chairs in the room and stared at the metal arm with a sigh. It's been three days since the accident, and even though Bakugo lost his arm, Deku seemed to somehow be the most affected one. Bakugo was given a new arm from Mei almost immediately after he woke up and was able to wonder if he wanted to. Deku on the other hand, almost always woke up from the anesthetics having a panic attack forcing the doctors to put him under again right after he woke up.

A distressed Goran from Izuku caught Katsuki's attention and he watched deku was he tossed and turned in Distress "Kacchan...your arm" he muttered in distress

Bakugo walked over to the bed and gently grabbed Deku's hands. Izuku slowly stilled and relaxed in his grip muttering Katsuki's name.

"you're alright Deku...It's not your fault"

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